Topsy-turvy kind of day

[MissAnna]

Today was a topsy-turvy kind of day, I had to go to the doctors and it wasn't the funnest kind of day. 

They're running some tests, I won't lie I'm scared. But I think it's natural to be scared in these situations. I keep reminding myself that it's going to be okay, because it will be. 

Sometimes when things are rough, or they begin looking very bleak we have to know that it's going to be okay. And I keep reminding myself that it's going to be okay. 

Now we wait for the results, and in the meantime I'm just going to take it one day at a time. Keeping my chin up and a smile on my face. There's no sense of me getting upset or wound up when I don't know the prognosis yet. 

I keep reminding myself that I have medical training, but that only goes so far. I'm no doctor or provider, I'm just a MA I will trust my doctor and not stress about this. 

So to everyone who is going through something, it's okay to be scared, it's okay to be nervous and it's okay to cry. Don't think that you have to hold it in and keep it to yourself. You are allowed to show your emotions, you are allowed to express yourself and you are allowed to just be you. 

Don't try to hide yourself, just be you and know that you matter. Wherever you are, I see you, I hear you and I value you. 

Until we meet again remember you matter, you are loved, and you're worthy of being loved 💕

[Josey Wales]

Amen to your advice. ! Beautifully said ! 

[MrJJ]

First of all, I'm sorry that you're going through this. It's nice to see you handling it in a healthy manner, though I'm sure it still difficult, and know you are not alone! We're here for you! Thank you for sharing your experience and kind words!

Due to personal struggle with this topic, I'd like share a bit about my mental health issues that apply to this in hope that someone may find it useful.

I personally struggle with insanely bad anxiety when it comes to waiting / fear of the unknown issues like this. It's lead me to make some extremely horrible and panicked choices that has done things like destroy relationship. While your advice is extremely good and sound, for those suffering from extreme cases, or if you find yourself being too irrational, like myself, please do yourself a favor and find professional assistance. Or at the very least, talk to your friends/family/who ever you can confide in/trust. Burdens are lot easier to carrier when you have help and you're not weak for asking for it! In fact, it takes a lot of strength to admit you need help!

I ignored my mental health issues like this one for far too long and it nearly destroyed my life. After MANY years, I am finally seeking out every possible type of help because, for me, it is an uncontrollable issue.

Stay strong and whatever help you need, please reach out for it! ❤️ 

 

[-Soul-]

As we discussed Miss Anna, we take it a day at a time, these things are natural to be scared of. Whatever will be will be and I will support you no matter what! Rest easy and speak soon 💙

[megili]

Ohh mommy, dont chuu worry, chuu are da strongest person on this planet.
Chuu can do it, we are all there for chuu and givin all da luvvv and even much more.

Don´t stress yourself out too much, megi knows it´s a big thingy and she isnt an expert either, but da doctors know what they are doin and that chuu even keep checking on yourself is da best thing chuu can doo, most people dont even go so farr. Chuu are soo strong and soo brave, keep it up, megili and all here we luvv chuu soo dearly mommy.

[MissAnna]

@MrJJ I am sorry you had to go through all of that but I am extremely happy that you are seeking help 

[MissAnna]

@-Soul- thank you for always being by my side, I am scared but it will be okay. One day at a time, little by little we will overcome and we will be able to breathe once again I promise 💖 

[MissAnna]

@megili thank you for always being my biggest supporter, you are always so encouraging 

Thank you for being here for me and for accepting me for me ❤️ 

[MissAnna]

@Josey Wales thank you for your kind words 

[beanbean]

That’s really all you can do one day at a time hopefully it all works out for you

[MissAnna]

@beanbean thank you Bean I am just taking it one day at a time and distracting myself with my squirrel brain 🐿️

[beanbean]

Sometimes that’s all you can do

[lillizzie24]

Sorry that your going through this. I have been there and know very well the games your mind can play. You seem like a very strong and positive person. If u ever want to chat feel free to message

[Baby Manda]

Love ya Big Sis! You got this! Moment by moment, day by day. Deep breaths slow down.. like you tell me! ❤️

[MissAnna]

@lillizzie24 thank you and my mind can be very unfriendly at times 

But that's okay because I have beautiful friends to talk to and I have @-Soul- to keep me on my toes lol

I would love to chat anytime 

I look forward to watching minions this Friday 🎉

[MissAnna]

@Baby Manda luv you too little sis 

Poppy always one day at a time and deep breaths 💖 

I can't wait to eat popcorn and watch minions