Being Me

[MissAnna]

Hello to all you wonderful amazing beautiful people on here. First how have you all been, it's been a little scary the past couple of days. I'm so glad that the rain is finally over and the waters have finally beginning to recede..

I wanted to come on here because if you all have noticed I changed my username and I changed my profile picture. 

I always thought that I was strictly just a mommy,  I just strictly wanted to take care of someone and that was that. I never dreamed of having someone take care of me. After all I was a mommy, and Mommy's don't have anyone taking care of them. 

I always told myself that, I thought it was adorable when I met Daddy's or mommies that were switches. I never dreamed that I could be a switch as well. There was no way, there was no way that I could be a switch, for one thing I never had anyone that wanted to take care of me. So I never knew what it felt like. Another thing I never had anyone desire to be a caregiver for me. 

And when I came onto this form it opened my eyes, to see so many brave mommies and daddies being able to be true to themselves. I would read your post and hold Mr Bunny tight and whisper I really want that. I just wasn't brave enough yet. 

I've always been a big kid of heart, I love going to the toy section and playing with all the toys. I love to color and draw, but I never had anyone to show my drawings or colorings too. And I absolutely love stuffies but I only have Mr Bunny. And of course I have dozens of sleepers, I would always tell myself that I'm buying these for my little even though they're in my size. These are just some of the things that I would catch myself doing, but I swore to myself I was just a mommy and nothing more. 

On my days off I would find myself watching cartoons, getting lost in daydreams of being able to run to a caregiver and say I have a boo boo will you kiss it. But I would never admit this anyone, I couldn't because I was pretending to be solely a caregiver. 

Then I started to meet some amazing people, I met all of you wonderful Littles on here,  amazing daddies and mommies. I started reading your posts and stories, my heart ached and desired for what you all have. I desperately wanted to be a little as well, I didn't know where to begin or how to even to start. 

I was never dominant to begin with, I would always do what the others wanted. I hate making rules, I don't know how to put someone in time out, honestly I have no clue how to be a dominant Mommy. I just knew how to care for someone and love someone, because that's what I wanted done to me. 

I wanted someone to find me and allow me to be their little but in return have all the joy of taking care of them. I love taking care of others, I love cuddles and to have a caregivers attention. 

My biggest fantasy was sitting on a caregiver's lap, having them pat my head and whisper it's okay Anna you're okay. I know it's not a lavishing fantasy but it's mine. 

And I started following Littles, and when I seen that I could take a test of what kind of little you are I was hooked. And then to see what age you are, that had me just jumping for joy.  My dream for being a little was really going to happen. I'm still new to this, I'm still learning, and I'm still exploring who I am. 

But I'm still me, I'm still Anna, I'm still that same girl that's going to be cheering for you and wishing you nothing but love and joy. I'm still going to be reminding you of how much you matter in this world. I'm still going to be rooting for all of you, I still want each and every one of you to find whatever you're looking for on here. 

Thank you all for accepting me, for loving me, for worrying about me, for taking the time to check on me. Thank you for being here with me and thank you for making me feel a little less alone. 

So if anyone is on here, if you're a daddy, a mommy, a little, a sub or whatever you identify with and you want to try different role. Go for it, don't let the  fear of what others are going to say about you stop you from doing what you want to do. I was terrified that no one would accept me but I was wrong because I had a ton of people behind me rooting for me. And I promise you they will be rooting for you as well. 

So from the bottom of my heart thank you for allowing me to be me. 

Until we meet again remember you matter, you are loved, and you're worthy of being loved ❤️

[Baby Manda]

Beautifully said,  dear friend!💕

[MissAnna]

@Baby Manda thank you bestie 💓

[Baby Manda]

Anytime 😊 Viva

[DaddyABQ]

That was a super honest and brave exploration that you shared with us all, and it was very touching. It also brought to mind the fact that labels are just labels, and they are often insufficient to describe the totality of the person to whom they're applied. I'm glad you're focusing on being true to yourself, because we can't really fully give of ourselves without fully embracing and understanding ourselves.

Cheers @MissAnna! I'm proud of you for this!

[SweetLittleDreamer]

Mommy.. switch.. little.. to me the role doesn’t matter, you will always be my first friend here. You will always be Anna, everything else, well that just the incredible pieces that makes you who you are!

now if you excuse me… I have a whole bag of cookies to eat with a certain bunny friend of my own.

[.คℓ𝐞ﾒเᏰααα .ᐟ]

I'm so glad to hear that you're taking the necessary steps towards figuring out who you are. If you can't handle just being yourself, you're never going to be able to handle being in a relationship with someone else. A lot of people don't, won't, or can't (because time catches everyone) for various reasons. But then wonder why their romantic partnership(s) fail. It's a long winding road, with forks and turns, but you know you got this, and I know you do too!

[-Soul-]

Your are exactly what you need to be Miss Anna, you are beautiful, kind, loving and above all you are you! Never dim your light to make others comfortable for those who love you (Me/your friends) will help nurture your flame! I am so damn proud of you for going on this journey of self discovery! We have had some amazing laughs along the way! The great thing about this kind of journey is that it’s never ending and forever evolving! So to you My wonderful Mommy/Little/Switch/Sub thank you for allowing me to join you on the road!

 

💙

[beanbean]

5 hours ago, MissAnna said:

Hello to all you wonderful amazing beautiful people on here. First how have you all been, it's been a little scary the past couple of days. I'm so glad that the rain is finally over and the waters have finally beginning to recede..

I wanted to come on here because if you all have noticed I changed my username and I changed my profile picture. 

I always thought that I was strictly just a mommy,  I just strictly wanted to take care of someone and that was that. I never dreamed of having someone take care of me. After all I was a mommy, and Mommy's don't have anyone taking care of them. 

I always told myself that, I thought it was adorable when I met Daddy's or mommies that were switches. I never dreamed that I could be a switch as well. There was no way, there was no way that I could be a switch, for one thing I never had anyone that wanted to take care of me. So I never knew what it felt like. Another thing I never had anyone desire to be a caregiver for me. 

And when I came onto this form it opened my eyes, to see so many brave mommies and daddies being able to be true to themselves. I would read your post and hold Mr Bunny tight and whisper I really want that. I just wasn't brave enough yet. 

I've always been a big kid of heart, I love going to the toy section and playing with all the toys. I love to color and draw, but I never had anyone to show my drawings or colorings too. And I absolutely love stuffies but I only have Mr Bunny. And of course I have dozens of sleepers, I would always tell myself that I'm buying these for my little even though they're in my size. These are just some of the things that I would catch myself doing, but I swore to myself I was just a mommy and nothing more. 

On my days off I would find myself watching cartoons, getting lost in daydreams of being able to run to a caregiver and say I have a boo boo will you kiss it. But I would never admit this anyone, I couldn't because I was pretending to be solely a caregiver. 

Then I started to meet some amazing people, I met all of you wonderful Littles on here,  amazing daddies and mommies. I started reading your posts and stories, my heart ached and desired for what you all have. I desperately wanted to be a little as well, I didn't know where to begin or how to even to start. 

I was never dominant to begin with, I would always do what the others wanted. I hate making rules, I don't know how to put someone in time out, honestly I have no clue how to be a dominant Mommy. I just knew how to care for someone and love someone, because that's what I wanted done to me. 

I wanted someone to find me and allow me to be their little but in return have all the joy of taking care of them. I love taking care of others, I love cuddles and to have a caregivers attention. 

My biggest fantasy was sitting on a caregiver's lap, having them pat my head and whisper it's okay Anna you're okay. I know it's not a lavishing fantasy but it's mine. 

And I started following Littles, and when I seen that I could take a test of what kind of little you are I was hooked. And then to see what age you are, that had me just jumping for joy.  My dream for being a little was really going to happen. I'm still new to this, I'm still learning, and I'm still exploring who I am. 

But I'm still me, I'm still Anna, I'm still that same girl that's going to be cheering for you and wishing you nothing but love and joy. I'm still going to be reminding you of how much you matter in this world. I'm still going to be rooting for all of you, I still want each and every one of you to find whatever you're looking for on here. 

Thank you all for accepting me, for loving me, for worrying about me, for taking the time to check on me. Thank you for being here with me and thank you for making me feel a little less alone. 

So if anyone is on here, if you're a daddy, a mommy, a little, a sub or whatever you identify with and you want to try different role. Go for it, don't let the  fear of what others are going to say about you stop you from doing what you want to do. I was terrified that no one would accept me but I was wrong because I had a ton of people behind me rooting for me. And I promise you they will be rooting for you as well. 

So from the bottom of my heart thank you for allowing me to be me. 

Until we meet again remember you matter, you are loved, and you're worthy of being loved ❤️

Good be whatever makes you happy 

[megili]

ohhh mommy, chuu are just perfect in every aspect, and megili really luvvs how chuu allow yourself to bee everythin chuu want.
Of course, chuu are allowed to be taken care off too, soo funny, how chu actually buy da jammies and such for yourself, 🤭 its sooo cutieee.

It makes megilis heart melt, how chuu deal wif your emotional world everyday, such a strong and lovely personalitiy. Of course we all have desires and megili doesnt see any point to neglect them, only cuz we took a role, its always room for change or flexin things, this is how its supposed to bee, life is just a playground after all its only a matter of how chuu look at it.

Or in other worlds, heyyy little girl, youu secretely went outside past da time you were supposed to be home, you are groundeeeeddd yayyy, just know how much chuu love it, and chuu deserve it, to be rebellious to a teenie middle or little how ever chuu feel like, it doesnt change how much chuu also enjoy taken care of others.

Just stay da way chuu are, bein true to yourself, everyone here luvvs you exactly for your kind and honest soul, especially your megili 🤗

[MissAnna]

@DaddyABQ  sometimes we get so stuck on the labels of who we think we should be, we forget who we were always meant to be. 

Thank you for your kindness, you are always so kind to me and everyone on here thank you

[MissAnna]

@SweetLittleDreamer you are a wonderful friend to me as well 

And let's not eat the whole bag okay lol

[MissAnna]

@-Soul- you've been with me through some rough days and some wonderful days.

Thank you for not leaving me during my most hardest moments.

And thank you for accepting me for who I am not who I thought I was. 

Who else would put up with me lol 

[MissAnna]

@.คℓ𝐞ﾒเᏰααα .ᐟ you're always so supportive of me and have always told me all along to be myself. Thank you for showing me that I can be true to myself and people will still accept me 

[MissAnna]

@beanbean thank you Bean though I'm new its a latte new things to learn lol 

[MissAnna]

@megili thank you for standing beside me and wanting me to still even through all of this. You have accepted me and loved me no matter what. Thank you for allowing me to be me, and for showing me it's okay to be myself.

I love you so much and so does everyone on here! I'm proud of you 

[beanbean]

1 hour ago, MissAnna said:

@beanbean thank you Bean though I'm new its a latte new things to learn lol 

Never to late to learn tho so that’s good

[-Soul-]

Of course @MissAnna i got you! Thank you for being so awesome and helpful to everyone while discovering this side of you I absolutely adore 

[MissAnna]

@-Soul- you have to say you adore me 💓 

But thank you for everything you have done for me ❤️ 

[-Soul-]

@MissAnna of course I do! Who else is gonna keep me right 🤭

[redruffle41]

Hey @MissAnna!  I think we might be good friends. I followed you. See what u think and drop me a message when you want 🙂

Ps, thanks for sharing your learning journey. It's good to know others are working on figuring stuff out. 

[Chibi Fruit]

I think it's wonderful that you were able to finally step into your own power and accept yourself fully. How amazing that must feel! Congratulations and I wish you the very best in navigating the wonderful nuances of both sides. 

[MissAnna]

@redruffle41 thank you for following me and I followed you back ❣️ 

[MissAnna]

@Chibi Fruit you're so kind thank you for your thoughtful words and for being so nice. 

And I wish you the brightest future as well 

[MissAnna]

@-Soul- you always bring a smile to my face ❣️