Bottle/Paci

[Baby Girl Miss Amanda]

I have several pacifiers (different sizes for my mood or needs) and paci clips. I wear them always at night, but any time I can during the day too. I can always sneak it into my shirt if i need to hide it. I have a paci gag that actually makes me feel really safe when I'm emotional.  I use it in my room only when I'm told. 

I have a few bottles different sizes with interchangeable nipples for slow or fast feeding and different sizes in my mouth. Sometimes I just drink water, but sometimes I drink a protein shake from my bottles to feel more like a baby or little. 

I have a sippy cup too that I drink Gatorade or juice from sometimes or protein shakes or water. I do use that around the house coz it's smaller and I can hide it under a blanket quick if people show up at my house.  

My CG is online, long-distance, so I feed myself when I'm supposed to and ask permission for extra bottles or sippy cups of juice. It's pretty amazing to know someone is caring for you even from a long distance.  

[stuffielovingcandymonster]

I am so eager to get a paci! I just keep second guessing it like maybe I don't really need one and it would be silly etc but I always come back to it and I could desperately use something to self soothe!

Currently living vicariously through my animal crossing character who has all of the paci's 🥰

 

[Kogarashi]

I feel a litle old for a paci but a while ago discovered how it helps me capm down when I'm feeling bad and scared and nothing helps. 

I felt silly getting one for myself. And because of the past I have a hard time allowing myself things, but got 1 (well 3 actually 😳🥰) as pressie yesterday. I have been so happy I can't explain how much! I slept with no bad dreams even. Much nicer than my thumb and sooooo nice! Comfy. 

I maybe want to pretty it up, but have no ifeaHow to make things stick to it savely yet. 

I hope for more nights like this. 

 

[wackadoodle]

Me, me, me!

squeals*