sophieR Posted December 30, 2024 Report Posted December 30, 2024 here i am, living my life without you. going through all the actions, but my heart is left there with you. we had a perfect month, you were my perfect partner matching me in every way i didnt know it could be better glass houses shatter, our bubble burst life made me make a choice against my better judgement i chose security ****************** if you want me to slide away, fade into inexistence id happily oblige i swore i wouldn't hold on too tight.. you are going about it the right way im not going to demand answers i have no right to. So, you move on with your life and I with mine.. we pass each other like ships in the night.. The last time i broke down, i should have just been honest then... My brain frazzled, hurt that i couldn't have you but couldn't let you go. told myself that I needed to do this for me and not you. told you straight, i couldn't believe in you. you asked me why and I couldn't be honest. seeing you treat them the same as me.. I knew in my heart that you'd leave me in the dust. to go from everything we had to just friendship, its bound to take its toll.. i knew it wouldn't survive. I tried to resuscitate this but i think its too late. i know looking back now, its a hard line for me. its harsh i know but if you cant stay friends with me, its not true love. ive asked the question, i wont ask again. if i get no answers, its also an answer. Now sure, we might be friends, but never more.. we'll meet, im thankful for all the times you helped me when i was down.. I told you I hope she doesn't disappoint.. we will hug but nothing more cos i think all you want is my body and not my heart. but you know, id never accept less than now. You taught me that. 1
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