Moments of Doubt

[Little kaiya]

I've been dealing with a concussion this week, not fun at all, and have also been having absolutely horrendous gender dysphoria, anger at myself for my weight, frustrations at work, chronic pain flare ups and a surge in depression. Needless to say this has me feeling not great about myself and wondering why anyone would want to be with such a mess as myself.

I was trying to keep everything inside, yes I know it's a terrible strategy, but finally broke down and shared everything with my Daddy. He simply held me close for a bit then ran a bubble bath for me. After the bath He diapered me up, put me in a onesie and held me in His lap and stroked my hair while reassuring me that no matter how rough a week He absolutely isn't going anywhere.

Having a Daddy to offer that care and reassurance was such an absolute blessing today. It reminded me I'm not alone and I don't have to try and fix everything myself. I feel so blessed to have such a wonderful Daddy in my life and even after almost 7 years together humbled, in a good way, that He chose me to be His 💖💖💖

[OuO Alexibaaa]

I'm sorry you're going through all that! Gender dysphoria on top of everything else! I know that feeling so very well, ugh. But, I'm glad to hear that you at least have a great emotional safe space with your Daddy! ♡

[LeftyGuitar]

Sorry to hear about all that. Although the bubble bath and diapered and hair being stroked sounds absolutely wonderful.

[Guest WhiteFennec]

I'm sorry you're going through this but it sounds like you've got a great daddy.  You can get through this.

[LunaLilac]

I know exactly how you feel about dysphoria, and not really liking anything about yourself, and work. I'm exactly 100% there with you, but it sounds like your daddy was there and did the perfect thing for the moment. Remember you aren't alone in this, you can get through this, you just need to take it one small step at a time. <3