Losing inner little with a hectic lifestyle

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Hi! I'm currently enrolled in cosmetology school, planning to start next month full time. Also starting my part time job within the next few weeks to help have somewhat of an income. I'm stressed i'm going to lose my love for dd/lg and forget about being a little. I was wondering how do people balance this between jobs, school, or other life stressors? I know I don't want to work a super laboring job due to my depression giving me no motivation, and my passion for beauty made me start cosmetology school. But i'll almost have no free time once the job and school are happening at the same time. And my relationship isn't necessarily a 'dd/lg' relationship. My boyfriend tries to help me by letting me call him daddy, talking to me sweet, and other things but i'm just so worried of losing this side of me in all of this chaos! Does anyone have any tips to incorporate the little side in a hectic schedule? And maybe any tips on how to make my boyfriend more open to this life style? He isn't judgmental of me but when it comes to certain aspects such as pacifiers, bottles, etc. he starts to back away from it. He seems to not have a natural caregiving personality, and I feel bad to force it!