Guest Honeybee3 Posted June 6, 2024 Report Posted June 6, 2024 Beauty in leaves There’s something about the leaves changing from season to season. Yellow, gold, orange, brown, and green. Bright and vivid, and individually designed. The leaves were crafted with the same intention that coats our soul. The concept that no two will ever be the same bleeds into our history and surrounds us. How beautiful is that? Change is never easy and the leaves cannot fight its fate. Humans are very similar in that way! Different, always changing. We all go through life not noticing how the choices we make are effecting our entire perspective of reality. It can be something as little as not saying hi to your neighbor in the morning. One decision can be the turning point in your life. Life just changes us little by little and we become the version of ourselves we are today like it or not. I used to be fearful of change. Why can’t things just stay the same? Constant! No worries about anything new, or things you never expected. I grew up and realized I like new. I love change. What I wish I could change more than anything in the world… is the space we create for distance. Distance from growing and loving each other. We were all created out of love! It is in our design that we allow that love to spread to others like a cancer. In my eyes the infinite love we could give one another should be food for the soul. It should be the battery that we run off. The cup that never empties. My soul aches. I can’t express in words how painful it is to feel to feel the lack of love that surrounds me. It’s everywhere! It’s in the eyes of a loved one, and right at the tip of the tongue. I try to be hopeful that if I can love others and fill their cup, they will in return fill mine. Love has always felt like a weakness to me. As if I’m being mocked for showing it! I know love is not always rainbows and comfort. Some days it’s dark and painful. To me love is ripping your heart out and trusting it with another. Love can be butterflies and stomach aches. I do go back and forth. Some days I want it more than anything. Some days I want to run far away from the magical spell that seems to trap me in a loop. A constant loop of quick highs and drawn out lows. Recently, I realized the most important thing you could ever do in your life is love another person. It hits me when I cry.. it hits me when pain takes over every ounce of my core. I’ve been lost and wandering for a while in search of this beautiful love that I have yet to secure. Through this search for love, I’ve been able to see the truth. This mission that I’ve been chasing.. this expedition for love is endless. It’ll never stop. It’ll only grow! It’ll only expand. If one day I am no longer here, and I don’t get the chance to ever do anything special with my life. Maybe those who have felt my love.. will know that it was different. That I was the unique crumpled up leaf that fell off a beautiful tree and onto the soil below. That people stepped on and didn’t even nice was there. Even though i will eventually blow away in the wind and no longer exist in the physical. I hope that I can love someone so deep it leaves a permanent scar. That my flaws.. and imperfections are missed. That throughout all the change, deep down the love I gave lasts through it all.
Verbose Validator Posted June 7, 2024 Report Posted June 7, 2024 Absolutely perfect. Thank you for posting this.
Guest Honeybee3 Posted June 7, 2024 Report Posted June 7, 2024 6 hours ago, Verbose Validator said: Absolutely perfect. Thank you for posting this. Thank you 🥰 appreciate you taking the time to read it
Guest Gentleman_Daddy Posted June 7, 2024 Report Posted June 7, 2024 Thank you for sharing, It was wonderful
Guest Honeybee3 Posted June 7, 2024 Report Posted June 7, 2024 @cd108 Much appreciated🩵 thank you for reading!
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