Bunny’s place to brain dump <3

[beanbean]

1 hour ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Must be 🫠🫠 

Yep cause you be pretty awesome 

[beanbean]

1 hour ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

We released our butterflies today ☺️ got some packing and cleaning done and pretty much all of the laundry and went for a bike ride. Going to head to the park in a bit. Idk y I’m exhausted already 🫠

Sounds very productive 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

17 minutes ago, beanbean said:

Sounds very productive 

Soo productive just trying to avoid the sleepies lol. We found fresh handspun to order cotton candy at the park soooo yummy!!!! I never had it fresh like that before 😁😁🍭😁😁

[beanbean]

2 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Soo productive just trying to avoid the sleepies lol. We found fresh handspun to order cotton candy at the park soooo yummy!!!! I never had it fresh like that before 😁😁🍭😁😁

Yay I heard that was good

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

29 minutes ago, beanbean said:

Yay I heard that was good

Soooo good

[beanbean]

3 hours ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Soooo good

Good glad you had fun

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

They had new giant Squishmellows at Sam’s club today, I wanted one so bad lol. Food has not been my friend lately everything makes my tummy feel sick . On the bright side I can do both pull ups and chin ups now  I always wanted to be able to do push-ups and pull-ups and I can do both now, I learned push-ups about 3 years ago and just got to pull-ups, maybe now I’ll work on flexibility. I always wanted to be able to do a split. Maybe 

[beanbean]

15 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

They had new giant Squishmellows at Sam’s club today, I wanted one so bad lol. Food has not been my friend lately everything makes my tummy feel sick . On the bright side I can do both pull ups and chin ups now  I always wanted to be able to do push-ups and pull-ups and I can do both now, I learned push-ups about 3 years ago and just got to pull-ups, maybe now I’ll work on flexibility. I always wanted to be able to do a split. Maybe 

Yay for push ups and chin ups

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Training people at work so we drinking gin on a Tuesday 🙃 I have to be honest being less than a year into the field and training people with hella more experience than me is frustrating like…. Why don’t you know what you’re looking at 🙃🙃🙃🙃 I love my job so I’m very good at it, love what you do or change direction because faaackkkk. 

[beanbean]

53 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Training people at work so we drinking gin on a Tuesday 🙃 I have to be honest being less than a year into the field and training people with hella more experience than me is frustrating like…. Why don’t you know what you’re looking at 🙃🙃🙃🙃 I love my job so I’m very good at it, love what you do or change direction because faaackkkk. 

Some people just want a paycheck heck to the rest lol

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I needs to shower 🙃 my hair is a mess. Ooof. Also I want candy 🍬 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I is clean now

[beanbean]

2 hours ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

I needs to shower 🙃 my hair is a mess. Ooof. Also I want candy 🍬 

A candy shower

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

23 hours ago, beanbean said:

A candy shower

Can we make this real!???!???? lol 🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I can’t believe I’m going to be a homeowner soon 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 lol no idea what I’m doing but somehow I keep making things happen 🙃

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I can do all the things but it doesn’t fix the lonelies🥹

[beanbean]

45 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Can we make this real!???!???? lol 🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬

 

45 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Can we make this real!???!???? lol 🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬🍭🍬

Lol i am sure we can

[beanbean]

39 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

I can’t believe I’m going to be a homeowner soon 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 lol no idea what I’m doing but somehow I keep making things happen 🙃

Yay so happy for you

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

It’s Saturday going to work on packing the house today. Maybe actually get some movies going instead of just YouTube in the background. I’ve been so stressed between studying for my board, trying to get the house packed, and all the house buying things. It’ll be fine though. I’m just lonely I don’t have friends all my social interactions are at work I come home and it’s just me and the kiddo. I don’t talk on the phone except to my mom or my ex back home maybe once a month each lol my mom’s excited for me and everything and well my ex knows what the inside of my head is really like and makes sure I’m still alive😅 and gives me updates on his cat 💖. It’s just hard I don’t have any peoples.  I think it’s just hard when you’re broken. I’ve always felt this way, different, isolated, unwanted, growing up I believed there was some something fundamentally wrong with me lol but in a way I was right (yay for mental health and 5 clinical diagnoses) I have very poor social skills, I don’t talk much (believe it or not 🤣) even with people I’m comfortable around I just don’t know how unless I’ve had too much to drink or my brain is lit up on some topic.  People kind of scare me, growing up I didn’t have friends we where always moving and I was overweight so I was just always treated really mean, I had to switch schools once purely because of it. Instead of learning how to talk and make friends, I learned how to be invisible and uninteresting because if people don’t notice you they don’t spit on you or pour drinks on your clothes and call you mean names while always threatening to beat you up. Hello childhood trauma 🙃🫠 at 5am 🤣 yeah…… it’s still there along with my bio-dad abandonment issues🫠🫠🫠 ooof well it’s made me the clingy, lonely, socially inept adult I am today. 

[beanbean]

I think you are very intriguing tbh fun and happy but yes you probably need some friends lol that are not work related.hopefully packing goes well

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

12 minutes ago, beanbean said:

I think you are very intriguing tbh fun and happy but yes you probably need some friends lol that are not work related.hopefully packing goes well

The packing is a packing lol we slowly getting places 🫠🫠🫠 lol I want to get a lot done today. That is my goal get a lot done. I’m excited about moving I’ve always wanted my own place 🎀💕🎀

[beanbean]

1 hour ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

The packing is a packing lol we slowly getting places 🫠🫠🫠 lol I want to get a lot done today. That is my goal get a lot done. I’m excited about moving I’ve always wanted my own place 🎀💕🎀

Get what you can get done don't put to much pressure on yourself 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

1 hour ago, beanbean said:

Get what you can get done don't put to much pressure on yourself 

I gots all my china packed 🙃 so my china cabinet is done 🙂

[beanbean]

9 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

I gots all my china packed 🙃 so my china cabinet is done 🙂

Good job that's probably one of the slow parts 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Well I survived the day 🫠🫠🫠 went out for bubble tea which was yummy 🤤