Bunny’s place to brain dump <3

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Idk pain has always been an escape for me. You can pinpoint and understand physical pain where as emotional chaos is just that. It’s easy to focus on the physical and the endorphins that come after at least give you a short lul of exhausted peace. 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

It’s obviously time for bed my thoughts are going nowhere comfortable 🫣 good night 🌙 

[beanbean]

1 hour ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

It’s obviously time for bed my thoughts are going nowhere comfortable 🫣 good night 🌙 

Hopefully tomorrow is better 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I miss rolling over in the morning and saying good morning, and booping them with my stuffed animals and laying down on top of them just to be close. I liked having that. 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Went to the park after work, looked at some houses online, almost bedtime. Today wasn’t too bad ☺️

[beanbean]

Yay for too not bad 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Oof I just had to throw away all the food in my freezer 🙃 someone left it open overnight and the whole thing defrosted 😣 oh well. 

[beanbean]

Oh no 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Yeah fun way to start the day lol 

[beanbean]

It happens thaw it out and give to the bird and fish lol

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

It’s a rainy Sunday funday. Going to look at 7 houses in the rain today….. hoping the rain actually stops by 1 when we go out. I actually slept in until after 7 this morning can you believe it!? Rainy morning stuffies and internets in bed. Not a bad Sunday morning. I miss da cuddles though….I wants all the cuddles…..Now…yes….now will do.

[chris23102310]

Wish you the best for the rain to stop and for a lot of pretty houses.

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

1 minute ago, chris23102310 said:

Wish you the best for the rain to stop and for a lot of pretty houses.

I’m hoping the houses are good too most of them are little brick houses I think 2 or 3 are regular ones. 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

All the rain, this morning it is dumping all the rain giggles. It’s nice right now just Hope it stops later. I kind of want breakfast but I don’t want to get out of bed lol. 

[beanbean]

It is raining lol hopefully that doesn't stop you From  having fun today 

[beanbean]

Brick houses are cute and you know the wolves can't blow them down added bonuse 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I found one that went up last night that’s on an acre hoping we can get in for a showing. It looks perfect and it has a basement.

[beanbean]

Hopefully you can look at

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I hope so ❤️ 

[beanbean]

Yeah

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Welp putting in an offer on a house. I should know by weds since the sellers realtor person is out of the country until than but got everything drawn up signed and sent out tonight. We shall see lmao than I will be a real broke girl 😅😅 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Time for jammies and bed. Oof I have so much stuff that I’d have to pack and get rid of 🙃

[beanbean]

Good vibes sent

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

 

Because numbers…. Everyone was telling me I needed to spend more but I don’t think I can afford it period. If I put 20% down definitely but I can only put down 5% which is half of my savings and the payments are going to be 300-500 more than my rent now but my rent is all inclusive so add on utilities 🙃. How the fuck are single people with kids supposed to afford anything? I get paid fairly well but I don’t have money for shit 😭😭😭 I live on a budget I don’t eat out I don’t buy myself shit and now I’m praying my home offer gets turned down because I don’t want to go through the embarrassment of hey guys you did all this work for nothing because I won’t be able to pay any sort of utilities in the house because I’m ya know I’m a girl who doesn’t know shit about shit and never sat down with the actual numbers until now😅😅I’ve been up since 1 am. I hate when people tell and encourage you to do things that you just can’t, it’s my fault for not sitting with the numbers earlier but I thought the mortgage guy would  be like hey you can afford this and not this since I was very clear that I had no idea what I could afford and gave him my budget income and proof of everything under the sun. I can’t afford to buy a house. I love how none of this could occur to me earlier than this moment.

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Ahh and this is my life 💖 still going to get rid of shit though I hate having so much stuff it drives me nuts but I also have a hard time letting go of it. Slow process I suppose. I’m so stupid