Bunny’s place to brain dump <3

[beanbean]

Yay for survival 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Yassss

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Fack I hate being alone 🙃🫠 we just drinking and vibing solo tonight because I’m apparently the epitome of what is wrong with this world. I just believe in working your ass off for what you want…. If I can do it…… anyone can…:. But that’s apparently wrong….::::

[beanbean]

29 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Fack I hate being alone 🙃🫠 we just drinking and vibing solo tonight because I’m apparently the epitome of what is wrong with this world. I just believe in working your ass off for what you want…. If I can do it…… anyone can…:. But that’s apparently wrong….::::

Lol expecting my coworkers to work as hard as I do makes some of them hate me .but seriously you do you someone that's fits you will come along 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

It’s such bullshit, I was proud of my ex, I told everyone at work about what a great guy he was and he just thought I was a horrible human being and hated and judged me the entire time. I just wanted to love him…. But he couldn’t see that …… idk what he saw but it sure as hell wasn’t me😓.  But I also have no idea what the truth is. I feel like everything was just an unnecessary lie. I guess it just hurts. Like I’m getting over it but …. I hate it. I don’t understand any of it. I don’t get how people can be so judgmental and mean, I don’t think about people like that. We where so different but I loved that, there where so many qualities in him I admired because I just didn’t naturally have them…… I guess I was alone in that, I used so many moments as opportunities to learn and grow from but I’ll always just be a stuck up bitch in other people’s eyes. I’m used to that judgement even though it’s far from the truth. lol I don’t fit in anywhere. 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

13 minutes ago, beanbean said:

Lol expecting my coworkers to work as hard as I do makes some of them hate me .but seriously you do you someone that's fits you will come along 

lol I don’t expect my coworkers to show up an hour early like I do every day. I know I go extra with shit I just expect them to do their job. I think I’m just too much. I don’t think anyone is ever going to love me, let alone love me for me. I accept all the things even when I don’t always like or agree with them because self autonomy and free will but no one grants me that same grace. I‘m far from perfect or ideal but….. I don’t give up. 

[beanbean]

25 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

lol I don’t expect my coworkers to show up an hour early like I do evyou ery day. I know I go extra with shit I just expect them to do their job. I think I’m just too much. I don’t think anyone is ever going to love me, let alone love me for me. I accept all the things even when I don’t always like or agree with them because self autonomy and free will but no one grants me that same grace. I‘m far from perfect or ideal but….. I don’t give up. 

You shouldn't give up from what I see your amazing just keep swimming it will work out

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

6 hours ago, beanbean said:

You shouldn't give up from what I see your amazing just keep swimming it will work out

I swim…. I swim….. lol I actually had a good night last night dancing with the munchkin and watching her catch fire flies I just have moments mostly first thing in the morning and last thing at night because my brain has a bit oh time to run while I’m laying in bed 😐😐 

[beanbean]

3 hours ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

I swim…. I swim….. lol I actually had a good night last night dancing with the munchkin and watching her catch fire flies I just have moments mostly first thing in the morning and last thing at night because my brain has a bit oh time to run while I’m laying in bed 😐😐 

I think those times are hard on all of us when are thoughts running wild . But yay for dancing munchkins

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I gots a lot done yesterday today is grocery shopping, meal prep, and study 🎀🍭🎀

[beanbean]

1 minute ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

I gots a lot done yesterday today is grocery shopping, meal prep, and study 🎀🍭🎀

Yay hopefully it's productive day

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

I mets a boy today 🫣

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Organically meeting people is so weird like we just going to slowly tiptoe around the fact that I’m insanely odd 😅😅 on the bright side there is no judgement on my stuffies and I almost died when he face timed me 🤭 tbh though it was pretty fun we both have kiddos his are a bit younger but the attention needing chaos matched on both ends. I’m excited hoping we have a bunch in common and this goes somewhere. 

[beanbean]

Hopefully it works out fer you for sure

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

6 hours ago, beanbean said:

Hopefully it works out fer you for sure

We shall see 🎀 

[beanbean]

3 hours ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

We shall see 🎀 

Indeed 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

9 hours ago, beanbean said:

Indeed 

Indeed 🙃😊🙃

[beanbean]

12 minutes ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Indeed 🙃😊🙃

Por su puesto 

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

11 hours ago, beanbean said:

Por su puesto 

😅😅

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Well I’m pretty sure I killed that one with fire last night 😂😭 oof I am just a ridiculous mess that no one is going to want to get involved with  🎀 I am not the goods at this and my clingy/insecure butt is going to make sure of that….. I am going to be single forever. I’m almost willing to bet 100$ I never hear him again. I think I realized last night that I’m scared to have sex with anyone because I don’t want them to just be a one and done but I’m so ridiculously inappropriate that I ruin everything🫠….. I’m the crazy girl that it hits a certain spot in the conversation where they go oh….. we’re just going to leave this one alone🤣😂😭 I’m the insecure desperate girl……🫡🫥🫠🫠 RIP lol 

[beanbean]

3 hours ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

Well I’m pretty sure I killed that one with fire last night 😂😭 oof I am just a ridiculous mess that no one is going to want to get involved with  🎀 I am not the goods at this and my clingy/insecure butt is going to make sure of that….. I am going to be single forever. I’m almost willing to bet 100$ I never hear him again. I think I realized last night that I’m scared to have sex with anyone because I don’t want them to just be a one and done but I’m so ridiculously inappropriate that I ruin everything🫠….. I’m the crazy girl that it hits a certain spot in the conversation where they go oh….. we’re just going to leave this one alone🤣😂😭 I’m the insecure desperate girl……🫡🫥🫠🫠 RIP lol 

 

3 hours ago, xolilbunnyprincessxo said:

😅😅

🤣🤣

[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

🙃🙃🙃

[beanbean]

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[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

On 5/22/2024 at 6:48 PM, beanbean said:

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[xolilbunnyprincessxo]

Eeek I close on Friday and go to do my final walkthrough Monday evening 🎀 Soo exited. Spent a few hours at the park yesterday with the munchkin she was catching tadpoles and fishies 🐟