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I need advice about how to fix my mistakes? 

1. I fear love & care, but why I am unable to leave this forum? It seems my heart is stopping me to leave this forum but why?

2. I was reading a book "Submissive School Girl" by Jane Pearl where I found guardian's love (his pure love & care) scared me. I felt that this love may cure my childhood wounds. I deleted the book thrice, but I am again collecting the book and reading it. Why? What's happening with me? I hate myself. 

Is there anyone to help me please? 

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Probably can't leave because being here signifies hope people like youi don't think anything wrong with you at all  .stay true to you weather your on the forum or not

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It sounds like you're dealing with some internal conflicts. I'd be happy to talk through it with you and figure it out a bit more. If you don't have a therapist to talk through this, it might help since it sounds like a variety of things. Overall, you seem great and I would just try to focus on doing things that you enjoy for now!

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  On 12/25/2023 at 8:01 PM, Fae Engla said:

I need advice about how to fix my mistakes? 

1. I fear love & care, but why I am unable to leave this forum? It seems my heart is stopping me to leave this forum but why?

2. I was reading a book "Submissive School Girl" by Jane Pearl where I found guardian's love (his pure love & care) scared me. I felt that this love may cure my childhood wounds. I deleted the book thrice, but I am again collecting the book and reading it. Why? What's happening with me? I hate myself. 

Is there anyone to help me please? 

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Fae we chatted before. Are you back in India?  Your fears and desires are very understandable with what you have been through.  You should not hate yourself.  The mistakes were made by your parents, not you.

You can’t leave here because this is a means to continue your journey to find a daddy.  You did not have the normal love from parents that most people have.  Even now it feels like your relationship with your parents isn’t ideal.  

Im sure you are scared to love and accept love.  You may feel you don’t know what love is, but it will come with the right person.  I would encourage you to set up boundaries with your parents.  I forget your financial situation, do you access to counseling?  With what you have been through,  you could also fit the profile of someone that seeks age regression.  That might be why you are drawn here.

I would encourage you to keep posting here in the forum, journal, read self-help books, keep gathering information on these topics from the Internet.  Maybe someone here who has experienced what you have, can give some advice to you.  

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  On 12/26/2023 at 11:56 AM, Cebakes said:

Fae we chatted before. Are you back in India?  Your fears and desires are very understandable with what you have been through.  You should not hate yourself.  The mistakes were made by your parents, not you.

You can’t leave here because this is a means to continue your journey to find a daddy.  You did not have the normal love from parents that most people have.  Even now it feels like your relationship with your parents isn’t ideal.  

Im sure you are scared to love and accept love.  You may feel you don’t know what love is, but it will come with the right person.  I would encourage you to set up boundaries with your parents.  I forget your financial situation, do you access to counseling?  With what you have been through,  you could also fit the profile of someone that seeks age regression.  That might be why you are drawn here.

I would encourage you to keep posting here in the forum, journal, read self-help books, keep gathering information on these topics from the Internet.  Maybe someone here who has experienced what you have, can give some advice to you.  

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Love has become poison for me now. Yes, I am back in India. 

My parents understood in September this year how much they misunderstood me because of my cousin & my aunt. This changed them radically to me and they became possessive out of love for me. How can I adjust it now? All my freedom are gone. I am contacting you through private chat. I cannot answer your questions publicly. Please help me. 

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  On 12/25/2023 at 11:54 PM, Cheese said:

It sounds like you're dealing with some internal conflicts. I'd be happy to talk through it with you and figure it out a bit more. If you don't have a therapist to talk through this, it might help since it sounds like a variety of things. Overall, you seem great and I would just try to focus on doing things that you enjoy for now!

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Thank you. I send you friend request. 

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  On 12/25/2023 at 8:31 PM, beanbean said:

Probably can't leave because being here signifies hope people like youi don't think anything wrong with you at all  .stay true to you weather your on the forum or not

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I think you are right. 

The beginning of this book made me cry, thinking about the emptiness of my life along with my emotional wounds, when I saw the Dominant who started their DDLG life. 

But now I am about to complete this book and this book helped me find answers of many questions of my life. I realised why I am in my situation now and I now I am not fighting with me rather enjoying me with the friends I have from this forum. 

Thank you @beanbean

Thank You @Cebakes

Thank you @Cheese

Thanks for supporting me at my emotional turmoil days. I feel lucky to have friends like you and being part of this group. 

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  On 12/30/2023 at 1:37 PM, Fae ME said:

I think you are right. 

The beginning of this book made me cry, thinking about the emptiness of my life along with my emotional wounds, when I saw the Dominant who started their DDLG life. 

But now I am about to complete this book and this book helped me find answers of many questions of my life. I realised why I am in my situation now and I now I am not fighting with me rather enjoying me with the friends I have from this forum. 

Thank you @beanbean

Thank You @Cebakes

Thank you @Cheese

Thanks for supporting me at my emotional turmoil days. I feel lucky to have friends like you and being part of this group. 

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Your very welcome 

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  On 12/30/2023 at 1:43 PM, beanbean said:

Your very 

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Thank you @beanbean @Cebakes for your support when I was in dilemma. 

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I hope thing get better for you.  Love and hugs

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