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[Guest mortyyy]

there is no aim for this post, just more a way to get off my chest how I'm feeling. 

i want to walk away from ddlg because i feel shame in wanting this dynamic, but i know if I walk away i will neve be truly satisfied. 

I crave such a deep bond, but i feel its danger before Ive even lived it. 

with the deepness of the connection comes the fall if it breaks apart.

i want to be with a daddy who would be my protector and come for me whenever I needed him. 

I want you to be my daddy but nothing like my real father in any way, shape or form.

I also want him to understand the emotional support i need, which I know it's asking for a lot... 

I want to be understood on a deep level, to my core, but also be led so i don't have to think anymore, when we are together because I'm tired. 

I can fight, but if we are together I don't want to have to worry about having to constantly fight. 

I want to know that if someone touches me without my consent, you will make whoever did so regret it. 

I want to feel small but also to feel safe. 

I want to be free so I can fly in the day, but in the night, I come back to your cage and that you know i will always return. 

i don't know where you are daddy but I'm waiting for you. 

 

Edited August 14, 2023 by peppper

[MissNMTX]

This is beautiful and true in so many elements. Please don't feel sad for being true to your feelings. 

Sadly, sometimes getting what you want and deserve requires A LOT of waiting.

[GrampyP]

Thank you for helping me understand the dynamic from the little/middle side. Very well put!

[beanbean]

Nicely said I hope you get all those things one day

[MasterPhotog]

This is truly heart-felt.
You should not feel sad but proud for wanting what you want. 
Please be kind and loving including to yourself and be strong. 
We're here for you. 

[Guest mortyyy]

On 8/15/2023 at 1:56 AM, MissNMTX said:

This is beautiful and true in so many elements. Please don't feel sad for being true to your feelings. 

Sadly, sometimes getting what you want and deserve requires A LOT of waiting.

Thank you 💕

[Guest mortyyy]

On 8/15/2023 at 6:16 AM, GrampyP said:

Thank you for helping me understand the dynamic from the little/middle side. Very well put!

that's ok, im sure other people want different things, but this is what i want, i think saftey is a universal attribute amongst littles 💕

[Guest mortyyy]

On 8/15/2023 at 6:42 AM, beanbean said:

Nicely said I hope you get all those things one day

Thank you and bless you 💕

[Guest mortyyy]

On 8/15/2023 at 7:05 AM, MasterPhotog said:

This is truly heart-felt.
You should not feel sad but proud for wanting what you want. 
Please be kind and loving including to yourself and be strong. 
We're here for you. 

Thank you, im trying but it's hard. it is nice bering a part of a like-minded community 💕

[PRMari]

On 8/14/2023 at 3:50 PM, peppper said:

there is no aim for this post, just more a way to get off my chest how I'm feeling. 

i want to walk away from ddlg because i feel shame in wanting this dynamic, but i know if I walk away i will neve be truly satisfied. 

I crave such a deep bond, but i feel its danger before Ive even lived it. 

with the deepness of the connection comes the fall if it breaks apart.

i want to be with a daddy who would be my protector and come for me whenever I needed him. 

I want you to be my daddy but nothing like my real father in any way, shape or form.

I also want him to understand the emotional support i need, which I know it's asking for a lot... 

I want to be understood on a deep level, to my core, but also be led so i don't have to think anymore, when we are together because I'm tired. 

I can fight, but if we are together I don't want to have to worry about having to constantly fight. 

I want to know that if someone touches me without my consent, you will make whoever did so regret it. 

I want to feel small but also to feel safe. 

I want to be free so I can fly in the day, but in the night, I come back to your cage and that you know i will always return. 

i don't know where you are daddy but I'm waiting for you. 

 

This is so heartfelt and sincere that I was deeply affected by your words. 

I know that the right Daddy is out there, looking just for you. 

Thank you for expressing what a lot of us feel on a daily basis. You are courageous. 

Blessings and blessings

Mari

[Guest mortyyy]

1 hour ago, PRMari said:

This is so heartfelt and sincere that I was deeply affected by your words. 

I know that the right Daddy is out there, looking just for you. 

Thank you for expressing what a lot of us feel on a daily basis. You are courageous. 

Blessings and blessings

Mari

Thank you so much Mari 💕🙏

[Guest DarkFantasy]

I understand what you are going through, i keep writting and deleting what i want to say, but to keep it simple, you are not alone. It will be alright! Reading your profile shows that you know yourself and what you want, that alone is a sign of strength.

[Guest Runa]

Hold out for the Daddy you know you want.  It's so worth the wait.