I was being mean to Daddy

[lilcloud]

Hi, everyone! So, i currently having a long distance relationship with my Daddy. We were supposed to meet for the first time on the Saturday last week, but suddenly they have something to do at the work and told me we were gonna meet on the next day. I was in my little space at that moment and i couldn't understand that Daddy have to go to work. All i knew was Daddy already promised me to see me on Saturday. I was really mad to Daddy. Daddy tried to calm me down and even told me i can eat junk when we meet, but i was still mad. The next day, when i just woke up, i still felt mad to Daddy. I even started calling Daddy a liar and other nasty things. Then, i felt tired and went to sleep. When i woke up, i went out from my little space. My adult space felt so horrible to and started apologizing to Daddy. But, Daddy didn't reply to my message untill now. I'm still doing my daily task (saying good morning and night, taking pics of my meals and water intake, taking my daily meds, and telling Daddy about my day).

 

I still feel horrible and very guilty now. I'm not even sure if Daddy still want me. I'm trying to give Daddy some space, but i'm not sure if i still need keep Daddy update about my day.

[beanbean]

I think you should keep him updated on your tasks unless he states otherwise. I also would do something special as a apology so he knows your sorry . disappoinment is understandable but it seems you did behave badly but you should be able to talk it out and correct your behavior