Why I’m not generally down for just the hookup...

[Guest DominantBlogger]

I’m a greedy bastard... I mean... I'm used to being called a bastard. Most folks I play with say it at one point or another. But I'm also a greedy bastard.

 

I’m a red-blooded (albeit aging) male... I love the feminine form... I find a great deal of satisfaction in not just my role of dominant but in finding a woman who enjoys what I can do to her body and mind.

 

So why is it that I’m not generally down for just the hookup?

 

I’m a greedy bastard... I want more...

 

I want all the passion and raw sexual energy that comes from new partners discovering each other’s bodies for the first time. I want the neck biting, ass spanking, hip gripping hotness.

 

I want to see your eyes squeeze shut while you concentrate on riding each wave of passion and see them in wide-eyed surprise when you realize yet another wave is building. I want to see the cute little quivering spasms that happen when you try to walk after I’ve finally said I’m finished with you. I want to see the look on your face in that moment when you finally give yourself over to what your body has been trying to tell your mind all along...

 

I want to hear how well you repeat those deliciously dirty diatribes my mind demands from you interlaced with with your earnest and alternating pleas for me to stop and never stop. I want to hear the slapping, thudding and scraping of implements against your flesh. I want to hear you cry out, moan, beg and shout. I want to hear your voice tremble as you ask me to hurt you again in the way you know will bring you so much of the pleasure you need.

 

I want to feel every inch of your body under my hands... I want to feel the prickly goosebumps on your thigh, the radiating heat from your ass and the way your body squirms under my ministrations. I want to feel the way your hair fits so perfectly in my fist while your nipple responds to my fingers. I want to feel the way your sex squirts for me even after you thought it wasn't possible for you. I want to feel the pure, sexual heat as I do the things to you that you've never experienced.

 

Last, but not least... I want to taste you, darling... I want to taste those uncontrollable tears that fall from your sultry, bedroom eyes when I’ve taken you to that level. I want to tastes wine from your navel. I want to taste the water from the ice cubes I hold against you nipple as it runs down your body in it's own little river. I want to taste every inch of you... And I will...

 

But... I'm a greedy bastard... I want more...

 

I want to see the way you look when you wake up in the morning. I want to see how you bite your lip when I've suddenly caught on to something you said. I want to see the way you do all the things you do when you think nobody is looking.

 

I want to hear the sound of your heart when you sleep. I want to hear the way you cuss when you turn on the water and the shower is already on. I want to hear you laugh when I make a corny joke and most of all I want to hear the way you say, "I love you."

 

I want to feel your body snuggle up closer when the morning sun is waking us up and you don't want to get up. I want to feel the way your fingers intertwine with mine when we walk down the street. I want to feel how your breath tickles my ear when you whisper something to me at dinner.

 

Last, but not least... I want to taste the drinks we have on Friday night and the breakfast you make on Saturday mornings. I want to taste your finger when you've cut yourself and I kiss to make it better. I want to taste the way you make my heart miss you when you are not with me.

 

I'm a greedy bastard... I want more.

 

It's not that I don't appreciate the occasional no-holds barred, uninhibited passion and sexual heat of a one night stand. Sometimes, I want that more than anything else.

 

But... I'm a greedy bastard... I want more.

[DelilahDream]

Do you write anywhere else? I'd love to read more!

[A Cuddly Dom]

Well said, and I agree completely. It is all the sweeter and more intense when love is involved. I really enjoyed reading this. Thank you.