Really at minimum, looking for advice

[SecretlyShy]

I am not going to delve into my life story at the moment. But I am in dire need of advice as to how to go about finding direction on what I believe is best for me at the moment.

[LucaLuluButterfly]

If you posted your dilemma on here we could try to help! If you need my dms are open nonetheless 😁

[beanbean]

i mean  at the end of the day you  got to do what best for you. other people can suggest. stuff but you are who know best for you!!! you got this

[SecretlyShy]

It is so hard to explain my plight. I know what would be best for me but it's a hard ask, I am not even sure if there is compassion left in this world for someone to even look beyond their needs to help someone who never had a chance to even live because of things done to me-that I don't want to get into publicly. 

[Cebakes]

3 hours ago, SecretlyShy said:

It is so hard to explain my plight. I know what would be best for me but it's a hard ask, I am not even sure if there is compassion left in this world for someone to even look beyond their needs to help someone who never had a chance to even live because of things done to me-that I don't want to get into publicly. 

Have you spoken with a therapist or mental health professional about this in the past? It sounds like it’s something you absolutely need to speak to someone about.

[SecretlyShy]

I have delt with my mental health and found the right combination of medication that has put me in a stable range for the most part, also a firm reason I will not go off them. It is just that the recent delving into locked away memories and my account of things opened up old wounds caused by trauma. I am also seeking help because I find I was too ashamed to really give the full story of things, so I don't really have the right tools and maybe even full diagnosis of the extent of my issues. 

[Cebakes]

2 hours ago, SecretlyShy said:

I have delt with my mental health and found the right combination of medication that has put me in a stable range for the most part, also a firm reason I will not go off them. It is just that the recent delving into locked away memories and my account of things opened up old wounds caused by trauma. I am also seeking help because I find I was too ashamed to really give the full story of things, so I don't really have the right tools and maybe even full diagnosis of the extent of my issues. 

You should not be ashamed, I can assure you that anything that has happened to you, has happened to others.  Are there support groups out there for what you need?

[GrampyP]

Please, for your own health talk with someone. You matter and delaying isn't a good idea. I wish you wisdom and courage and healing. Take care.