Little T'Lee Writing

[Winter Lillee]

Hello! 

I'm on a journey to learn about who I am and what things mean to me. 

I am a little - 24/7.

I recently learnt that people experience being little very differently from one person to the next. 
For me... I am little 24/7 because I feel little on the inside all the time. Sometimes even on the outside I feel little.

I'm a fully functioning adult, however I won't be offended if someone big explains all the little things to me. In fact, I find it comforting. Sometimes its nice to know that someone cares to think about what is happening in my life, and what is going to happen... and takes the time to talk to me about thoughts, feelings and tasks that relate to upcoming situations. It makes me feel safe and cared for. 

I'm also a Ticklee (commonly referred to as a 'lee). This means... in the simplest of terms... I want someone to pin me down and tickle me.  
The person who does this, is referred to as a Tickler / 'Ler. 

Being a Little 'Lee is who I am. It makes me feel safe and warm and good inside. 

When someone says that I'm just little, and that it's okay if I forget something or it's okay if I don't understand... because I'm little... it makes me feel so warm all over. It's like I've been seen, and accepted on a deep level. 

When someone traps and tickle-molests me... it makes me feel desired and special. How special I am to the captor that they wanted to have me all tied up and to explore every inch of my body for the weakest points. Even though it's torture... it's happy torture. 

 

When I don't get to be little - when I have to be big and responsible... I get so tired and anxious, 
When no one comes to get me, and tickle-torture me all over  I feel this deep feverish energy creeping all over and I can't think clearly. 
When someone tries to flirt or seduce me with adult concepts and phrases - words like sexy, horny, dirty, cum, and cock, for example... I feel uncertain and sometimes even uncomfortable. I just want to be a good little girl for you. 

I like phrases and words that aren't scary and adult: tingly, princess parts, trouble button, tickle toy, and no-no place ... these are the words that make me feel safe and fuzzy and like I could just be vulnerable and free. 

Not many people seem to understand what I like and what makes me happy, but I'm glad to be here and meet people/ talk to people who may understand my mind and accept me for the Little 'Lee I am. 


 

[GrampyP]

Thanks for the tickling education. I was always baffled that several of my grandkids begged to be tickled. I never liked it myself because I can't help but react and I'm afraid that I might bruise someone or spill something. (Thinking, maybe if I was tied up... ). Another experiment I need to try.