Not always easy...

[MissPattch]

So im sat here by myself while my Daddy is busy elsewhere and it kinda got me thinking.

 

Along side my little part, i also have a submissive part. Being a little or a sub with my Daddy is almost always super easy and things between us just flow naturally, but not always.

 

Some things i find super hard still, more so when i'm feeling submissive. For example:

 

There are things in my Daddys life that regularly require his full attention. I like to feel i am quite in tune with his needs and expectations, so when these things are due, i willingly "take a back seat" if you will and let him concentrate on what he needs to do. I find this really hard to do sometimes because when i'm feeling subbish or small, all i want is him. But in my eyes, i see this as kind of an act of service, by giving him the time he needs. I know he appreciates it because he tells me so, but sometimes it is ridiculously hard to do. (Edit* I'm sorry if i'm not explaining very well, feeling kinda small >.<) 

 

I'm wondering if anybody else has things that they find more difficult in their dynamics? 

[Kittykat83]

I tend to be more sub when I see daddy. I sometimes get embarrassed by feeling little at times and believe he may think I'm silly. It's only after a bit that I realise this is just one part of me that daddy loves in fact would actively encourage. So in some aspects my mind gets in the way and I can find it tricky to let go to show my little. As a sub I find that much easier. That's what I find tricky.