I Don't Know If I'm Actually A Little

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Okay so, oh im nervous. I'm just gonna jump in, I don't know if I'm actually a little or not, but I also think someone who isn't a little wouldn't be contemplating this but I really don't know. So don't hate me but I used to think age regression was strange, hear me out, I was also homophobic when I was younger and I came out as pan a few years back. It's possible it's my self concious trying to bury it deep down and prevent me from being who I am for fear of others reactions to it. thats not why I think I am a little though, I lived in an abusive household for most of my youth and my family was broke so I had to grow up fast and get a job and be an adult, and ever since I was little I just wanted to grow up and be an adult, but now with all of everything I guess I find myself longing for childish things. I know none of these are requirements and I'm not trying to disrespectful but I have noticed some typical little traits in myself recently. iv'e been drawn to the color pink, to coloring books, to stuffies, I've started sucking on my boyfriends thumb, he thinks it's cute so I don't feel weird doing it, I really only eat dino nuggets, fruit snacks and sweet things. I really like it when my boyfriend acts like a CG, his previous GF was a little so he has a lot of CG tendencies. He calls me bunny and it might be my favorite things in the world, I have rules I have to follow that my daddy set for me, I actually just bought my first bottle today and had some apple juice out of it, it was blissful and made me so happy. I need my stuffie to sleep, I can't without it and a couple other things too. I don't know If I'm a little or if I just grew up too fast and want to be a kid again. No one has ever told my I'm chilish or immature, Maybe in my humor but thats it, If anything I am one of the most mature and grown up people in my family and have been since I was 14. I really need help.

[Dollie Darling]

Hello~

 

 

I'm going to try to give the best advice I can because you sound like you've gone through a lot of what I did.

 

 

I didn't grow up in an abusive household, but I lost a parent as a child (age 9) so I grew up very fast and continued to grow up extremely fast due to a lot of outside factors. Only very recently (age 27) have I been able to stop doing that kind of thing. And the moment I did, I find myself also breaking out of the dark colors, I am wearing more pinks, dresses, cute hoodies to snuggle in. I'm watching cuter shows again like (MLP) and such.

I also like my stuffies and always have and love Lisa Frank coloring books (Adult or child) with a new passion. I have only started exploring little Territory as of last May. My current Daddy also had been a care giver before (And also calls me Bunny! or SugarBunny) and I adore it, it's nice to have someone taking care of me and making me feel safe, secure and truly free of the adult world even if it's only for a little while at a time.



My best advice would be, talk to people on here a lot! It's been helping me loads to not feel as though I'm strange. When I first started this I outright said that my limit was a paci and now I have 3 adorably decorated ones that help me sleep at night and make gaming on cute games (like animal crossing) much nicer! It also helps my Daddy think it's cute too! A CG keeping track of structure like chores, bed time and homework helps a lot and makes me super comfortable. I also love my MLP jucie bottles, my fruit snacks, teddy grams, and dino nuggers! 

 

 

If you ever need to talk, please feel free to reach out.

[Guest honey bear]

Well, what is a little? Someone who likes to act or feel younger than their biological age - or rather the expectation of how they should act and feel at their biological age. A lot of us have trauma that took away safety in our developmental years, and being little gives us an opportunity to reclaim our childhoods.

 

Rule of thumb is as long as it's not used in a way that causes distress or impairment, what's the harm? Shame? No one outside of this little (hehe) bubble has to know. You don't need a playroom or a vast little gear collection to take part. Are you going to let the uninformed judgement of outsiders going to stop you from doing what you want in the privacy of your own home/room? Shame can definitely cause distress, so this is completely up to you to feel out if it's something you want to take part in. But I urge you to really think about what's actually giving you pause, is it because you don't want to be a little or is it because you don't want to be judged?

 

There's not right or wrong option here, it's all up to what you want and feel comfortable with.

 

I thought age regression what weird and disturbing at first, but I've gained a better understanding of it now and how my participation is completely harmless. I'm not using it as a crutch, only to have fun and relax the same way I might watch a movie and eat popcorn. It can also help soothe my anxiety. I don't use pacis or diapers or have "little" clothes, I just regress and interact with people while regressed. That's how I feel comfortable for now. Maybe I'll open up to different things in the future, who knows!