New Middle looking for advice

[Mbrooke19]

Hey everyone, so im new to the whole dd lg things and i could really use some advise. Im about to be 21 and ive been with my current boyfriend for 3 years. Our sex like has always been great, but Ive always been the more assertive open one. He's quite the gentleman, so getting him to open up was a little dificult. Over the past few months ive been dipping my toes into d/s, reading and getring as much info as possible. Ive just been trying to figure out who i am and what i like.i realized i was a submissive. Well this past week i stumbled upon ddlg. And i was instantly hooked. And from there realized i was a middle. I tend to act like a rebellious teenager with a sassy mouth all the time. Lol i would love to explore this with my bf but im just scared of his reaction. Im not quite sure how to tell him either. Ive called him daddy a few times just playing around and he didnt seem to mind, but he never really said how he felt about it. I would love to talk to more people for advice about twlling him but also about ddlg as well.