Struggling Switch

[Guest CrimsonRoseSwitch]

I feel to old my self esteem is zero I hv a daddy but I can’t get use to the idea that he may have other kittens I have my mistress little and big they come out at any point not trained I have highs and lows at any point it makes it very difficult for a relationship with anybody even myself I struggle to b little honestly I’m at th point of giving up I don’t understand things that well I think I’m at th point in life where I’ve given all my life it’s like suddenly waking up and thinking who am I kind if I’m not good at expressing I come ftom a very ugly background someone to shed some light wud b appreciated thank you

[Guest QueenJellybean]

like i said on your other post, i want to reiterate here that i don't think you should be with someone who is polyamorous when you aren't comfortable with it. 

 

that being said, i think switch relationships are perfectly valid! 

you might have more success with someone who is also a switch so that you can experiment with those other sides of you freely with someone you trust. 

 

however, 

it sounds to me like you need to do some further exploration on your own before you are ready to be in any form of a relationship.

do more research.

consider talking to a therapist.

get a strong group of friends, & share your feelings & experiences. 

start a feelings journal. 

 

help yourself before you seek to be filled by others.

[Guest CrimsonRoseSwitch]

Iam by no means looking to b filled by anyone that’s not what I am saying at all I am simply saying