preferred area of study. [nsfw.]

[Guest QueenJellybean]

make me your excavation site.

pry open my ribcage to lift my heart in your deft & careful hands like a ceremonial sacrifice. play doctor to make it beat in time with yours. 

dust the insecurities off my brittle bones with fingers taught not to break the fragile structure, & breathe the warmth of exploration into my remains.

uncover what is left of my hopes & dreams, & help me preserve it in story & song. don’t let me forget where i came from. 

 

make me your specialization. 

learn me, bent over the apex of my legs like a scholar over a textbook in a dusty library & run your fingers over the braille of my goosebumps. 

read my trepidation & fear, highlighting the passages that boast of qualities & achievements i’ve forgotten about. cite your source material to empower me.

do not turn away when the subtext becomes heavier, & don’t be afraid to reread the complicated parts a few times. 

 

make me you dissertation, your thesis.

split me open & memorize me so you can recite me in your sleep into the shell of my ear, panting until my climax becomes biblical. 

take some extra courses in anatomy to better understand the way my back arches, some advanced algebra to measure the magnitude of my cries of your name, & music theory to make me into your magnum opus. 

 

i want to be more than your favorite extracurricular activity. 

i want to be your preferred area of study.

[EvieTheOne]

A metaphorical masterpiece ❤️ I've enjoyed it!

[xlouise]

Wow