Too Careful

[LittleEUPHORIA]

I live with my family (mom, sister and brother) and privacy is almost a nonexistent word.

 

I really want to buy a paci and the only thing holding me back is that someone might find out. My mom is a curious person and keeps an eye on us almost 24/7, so yeah I'm scared. She's nice though, just- I don't know. I just don't want her to know because I fear how she'll react.

 

I told a friend and she seemed to accept it. We didn't talk about it further because I am not comfortable about it.

I just don't want anyone else to know.

 

So yeah, I think I am too careful. This could maybe be the reason I still can't regress properly.

 

Does anyone have ideas on how to relax my stressed mind? Not just to be able to regress, but also to be not as scared to buy that one pacifier.

 

Also, my mom will see when I purchase anything and that kind of scares me too because maybe she'll know what I buy.

[SmolAetherr]

maybe ask the friend you told about littlespace to get it on your behalf and give them the money, order online if you need to

[zanderandspike]

Well you could always say that you're ordering x-mas presents, now is the best time to do this