How do I know?

[LittleEUPHORIA]

I have been feeling very angry and Frustrated ever since yesterday afteroon when I walked with my dog. It just happened, nothing really caused it, as today was more the stressful day.

 

But that night, I felt weird. My mind was a little different and I just felt small. Of course, I feel small often. But this was new to me. 

I was really confused and just allowed whatever my mind wanted me to do. That's actually when it happened: a nice wave rushing through my body making me feel save and comforted. It was so strange but also very nice. 

 

Today, I wasn't at home and also not alone. Not the best time to feel smaller. Yet I did. I just couldn't control it and that was so weird. Do you know that feeling when you didn't eat all day, your favorite food or snack is in front of you but you are not allowed to eat it? Fighting off the craving of being small was just that difficult. 

 

I have no idea of what it was, honestly. Regressing is difficult to me and my situation at home just doesn't allow me to actually try because I don't want anyone to know. Besides have I never fully regressed before, so I have no idea what it is/feels like.

 

Maybe telling you isn't really necessary, but I just felt like telling someone. And there is no one around me who knows, so, yeah. 

I'm just a little confused about this, I guess. 

[Guest _lightyear]

Most times, being confused is just a first necessary step. To find ourselves, we must be lost to begin with. And there is nothing wrong with that. And telling someone is not necessary... It is essential Thank you for sharing

[Guest LittleMissMissy]

I am glad you could say something! Being here means there are plenty of people to listen and talk to you who may have been in similar situations. I would say confusion is a start, especially if you can't act upon it