I'm new and questioning if I'm a little

[lavenderpixi]

So I have been on a journey of self discovery these past few days. I love to research and read. I have been having problems in my relationship with my boyfriend we have been together for 3 years and haven't had sex in a year.I never really felt comfortable doing it and never had that amazing orgasim.

 

I new I was into stuff like BDSM I just didn't know which kind and the past two days I realize there is a variety. I always enjoyed how small I was and I never like being sexy I like being all cutesy.i live wearing floral print dresses and pastels. I have stuffies all over my apartment which thankfully my boyfriend doesn't mind and I even have 2 dolls.i enjoy tiger painting and drawing in my minion coloring book I always feel safe doing it.i like cutteling with my stuffed animals. I enjoy watching my cartoon from when I was a kid and even the ones on TV now like we bare bears and some of my favorite movies are cartoons. I suck at taking care of mysely. I'm intimidated by so many things in the adult world. I suck at making decisions for myself. I love wearing cartoon clothes like on day I dream of having a Luna onesie. I hate that I always feel lonely and always need my boyfriends attention. I sometimes get this child like voice that comes out of my mouth. I guess I'm just really confused and I want to be honest with myself and my boyfriend. Maybe i have been in denial .

Edited November 30, 2018 by lavenderpixi

[⭐️little.bee⭐️]

There's not really right and wrong in being a little. A little isn't required to do anything special to be considered as one, its all just personal preferences.

My advice is to get step for step into it if you're unsure, and get to know that part of you more. (I had similar character traits as you before getting into ddlg and I thought thats just who I am.) Thats what me and my boyfriend/daddy did, months after discovering ddlg together we knew thats all we ever wanted. 

[lavenderpixi]

thanks for the information.

[Guest DaddyDN]

So I have been on a journey of self discovery these past few days. I love to research and read. I have been having problems in my relationship with my boyfriend we have been together for 3 years and haven't had sex in a year.I never really felt comfortable doing it and never had that amazing orgasim.

I new I was into stuff like BDSM I just didn't know which kind and the past two days I realize there is a variety. I always enjoyed how small I was and I never like being sexy I like being all cutesy.i live wearing floral print dresses and pastels. I have stuffies all over my apartment which thankfully my boyfriend doesn't mind and I even have 2 dolls.i enjoy tiger painting and drawing in my minion coloring book I always feel safe doing it.i like cutteling with my stuffed animals. I enjoy watching my cartoon from when I was a kid and even the ones on TV now like we bare bears and some of my favorite movies are cartoons. I suck at taking care of mysely. I'm intimidated by so many things in the adult world. I suck at making decisions for myself. I love wearing cartoon clothes like on day I dream of having a Luna onesie. I hate that I always feel lonely and always need my boyfriends attention. I sometimes get this child like voice that comes out of my mouth. I guess I'm just really confused and I want to be honest with myself and my boyfriend. Maybe i have been in denial .

Two different issues here

 

1. Your interest in ddlg

 

2. Your issues regarding intimacy and your relationship with your boyfriend.

 

These two are not related and I would say 2.is the more pressing matter. You should talk to him, a trust family member, and maybe a therapist to resolve your feelings and plan for the future.