Guest MissMilky Posted April 5, 2018 Report Posted April 5, 2018 The Old Me So slow is the day when sleep is missing Everything moving while standing completely still Nothing and everything is happening st the same time Worry Worry that it's not enough Worry that tragedy will happen and I won't know Worry that life is just moving while I sit still sulking in the horror that is darkness Darkness Darkness that follows me around Darkness that never fades away enough no matter how bright the sun shines Darkness that only brings in pain and negativity Pain Pain from inside that grows like a wild flower that convinces you of it's beauty as it tears everything else apart Pain that lies to you Pain that says you'll be strong if you give in Give in Give in to the pain Give in to the darkness Give in to the worry Give in to the thoughts that you're so low you may as well have been dead years ago Give in to self pity and self loathing Give in Let go Let go of all the pain Let go of the darkness Let go of the worry Let go of life Let go
Guest MissMilky Posted April 5, 2018 Report Posted April 5, 2018 Here is another one. NO TITLE " The deep ocean of words that never left my lips These lips that utter random unimportant beliefs Yet as I try to yell for help I'm suddenly silenced I'm silenced by the feeling of shame A shame that I carry with me everywhere I go Looking around and wanting to feel those eyes on me Look away Don't let them know you enjoy the stares and glances Do not speak Hear them say how beautiful you look until their fingers have touched every part of your body Stop Breathe This is what you learned Having the hands on your body if only for one night is better than never being felt at all He taught me He taught me to be a good girl and never share this secret He taught me that to be loved you have to be willing He taught me that my body is all I am I'm just a body "
Guest RedDragon Posted April 5, 2018 Report Posted April 5, 2018 Here is another one. NO TITLE " The deep ocean of words that never left my lips These lips that utter random unimportant beliefs Yet as I try to yell for help I'm suddenly silenced I'm silenced by the feeling of shame A shame that I carry with me everywhere I go Looking around and wanting to feel those eyes on me Look away Don't let them know you enjoy the stares and glances Do not speak Hear them say how beautiful you look until their fingers have touched every part of your body Stop Breathe This is what you learned Having the hands on your body if only for one night is better than never being felt at all He taught me He taught me to be a good girl and never share this secret He taught me that to be loved you have to be willing He taught me that my body is all I am I'm just a body " omg that was good
Guest MissMilky Posted April 5, 2018 Report Posted April 5, 2018 Constant Battle What is and what was feel the same They shouldn't Separate please separate What is, is like a warm day at the beach Breathing is so easy, comfortable What was, was dark and endless Breathing felt like an ache inside that I couldn't stop What is, is powerful experince of deep emotions Flying through the sky without the fear of falling What was brings what is down to it's knees Whips it with memories of drowning Ties it unwillingly Everything goes red
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