im new to this

[Alices.doll.house]

i found out about ddlg relationships not long ago and ive come to realize im really interested in it. I like being a little, it was always small lg type traits in my personality already but in not in a ddlg relationship. he doesnt know this is what i like and he doesnt like it at all because ive showed him videos of ddlg vlogs and other stuff. he doesnt like it and so i dont know what to do i cant tell him but its hurting me trying to keep it to myself and not have him be my daddy.       

[xBabydollx]

Unfortunately ddlg is a small kink. Its qualities and interests most ppl simply dont have or want to partake in. Since he have no interests in it, there are other things that can be done. u can let him know how important this lifestyle is for u, and maybe he will be willing to accomadate u in some ways. A compromise for u both to be happy. If he is not willing to make a compromise (which does not make him a bad person as many ppl like I said want nothing to do with any of this and that's ok) then u can see if he is comfortable with other options. Perhaps he will be willing to try a poly situation or a strictly platonic babysitter for u so u can get ur needs met by someone else. However, if he or ur self is not willing to do that and u would truly prefer for only him to be ur Daddy, then u will either have to let any ideal for this lifestyle go or break up and find someone who better matches u. You're gonna have to accept that he doesn't want to be ur Daddy and move from there because u can't force that role onto him.