What i say VS what i mean - a short writing

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i say "thank You Daddy!"

i mean "You just made my heart burst, knowing You approve of something i said or did"

 

i say "i am so lucky to be Yours"

i mean "how on earth did someone like me, just an average girl that tries be good, but struggles with the simplest of things sometimes, end up with a Man such as You. A Man that makes me ache with love, adoration, admiration, respect and longing?"

 

i say "You are so yummy!"

i mean "my god, You are the sexist and most gorgeous Man i have ever known. Everything about You turns me on!!!"

 

i say "i hope it's ok that I....."

i mean "please reassure me that i did good. Please try understand my insecurities caused by horrible individuals that tore me down, spoke to me like i was nothing and tried to bolster themselves up by belittling me"

 

i say "You are my dream come true"

i mean "it's like someone climbed right inside my soul, found my deepest hopes and dreams, saw the things that would give me life, and presented them to me in the form of You. Finally put the most stunning form to my innermost desires"

 

This is only a very small example of the things that run through me.

 

i say a lot of words to Him, but rarely can i express them as fully as i feel these things in my heart, mind, body and soul.