Little vent Drawing

[Kuromi]

So, my emotions have been getting the best of me lately the past couple/few months. I´ve been breaking down, crying, crying, and crying. I figured I´d do a little drawing to help me feel better. A few months back, I was in a relationship with a guy for almost 1 year and 3 months. Things went downhill between the two of us. He was going through a lot, and I was very understanding, though at times I really needed to be babied, be loved on and cared for. I loved him with all my heart and soul, and tried to do everything I could for our relationship.. Though, when I asked sometimes why he wouldn´t give me the love I really wanted, he would say: ¨I don´t know, I don´t know, I don´t know.¨ So I eventually put my foot down, and said: ¨I love you so very much I truly do, but we need to take a break, take a couple steps back, to re-evaluate what is going on here, we need to fix things between us. We need to fix our rl situations, and after we do, we can get back and be stronger than before. But unfortunately, he took it the wrong way. The nerdy guy I had fallen in love with, didn´t want to be with me anymore, and told me we were done, that we drifted apart, that I need to move on and find someone else to be with. After many times of trying to consult with him, trying to reason with him, I finally just let it go. He seemed like he really didn´t want to get back with me, and apparently isn´t in love with me anymore, which is heartbreaking in every way, considering he was my first love. He was my first with every thing. Kissing, cuddling, going on dates, sexual stuff, he was the first guy I was ever truly in love with, and now he wants nothing to do with me. So here I am, trying my best to get back up on my feet, and carry on in my life. I have cried many nights, wishing I could be loved on again, wishing I could be told I´m loved, wishing I could be told I am beautiful, cute, and adorable. Oh how I miss being able to be with someone who would truly be in love with me for me. Hopefully, one day, I hope I will find my true love, my boyfriend/Daddy.

[Guest infinitecases]

Drawing can really help with venting, even if it doesn't end up being the masterpiece you wanted, it's still something to do to get your mind off of things. I hope you can feel better soon!! People can change and fall out of love for reasons that aren't to do with you at all. I hope you find your true love in time  

[Kuromi]

Drawing can really help with venting, even if it doesn't end up being the masterpiece you wanted, it's still something to do to get your mind off of things. I hope you can feel better soon!! People can change and fall out of love for reasons that aren't to do with you at all. I hope you find your true love in time

Thank you so much!    It means a lot to me to get feedback from people who also understand this! And your username is soo cute!   

[Rebel]

I'm sorry you had to go through that kitten. I can't imagine how much that hurts, but the way I look at something like that is if they didn't put up a fight, they weren't the one. So don't worry, you'll find the one.

 

But I gotta say that is a really good drawing 

[Guest Lepus]

Been there, drifted apart and had to put foot down, as a little, it's really difficult to do. <hugs> x 

Hang in there, it will get easier and I loves your drawing

[Kuromi]

I'm sorry you had to go through that kitten. I can't imagine how much that hurts, but the way I look at something like that is if they didn't put up a fight, they weren't the one. So don't worry, you'll find the one.

 

But I gotta say that is a really good drawing 

Thank you so much, I really enjoy drawing and expressing myself in my art, but I also like to sing as well! And yeah, he did a few times, but then just eventually gave up. It hurts to say but he probably wasn´t the one, and thank you, I hope I do find a good bf/Daddy!  

[Kuromi]

Been there, drifted apart and had to put foot down, as a little, it's really difficult to do. <hugs> x 

 

Hang in there, it will get easier and I loves your drawing

Aaa, I´m so glad I can relate to someone! And yes, It´s very difficult, but It´s what makes us stronger. -Huggles back- c: 

And thank you so much, I really enjoy drawing, and many other things! I also believe it will get easier as well~ c:

[Guest Lepus]

No problem and yes true. Though I prefers quote from The Joker from Batman... 

What doesn't kill us makes us stranger  

Thanks for huggles And no problem, good, having an outlet is good And I glad to hear that

[Guest Cutesylil_honeybun]

Aww I'm so sorry to hear that

I went through a similar situation and it really really hurts doesn't it, some days are harder than others but just remember that you're special and there is that someone special out there waiting for you, you'll find him one day I just know it!

I really loves your drawing, it's super duper cute!!

If you wanna talks to a friend then feel free to send me a request and we can chat, but if not then just remember there are loads of people in the world who have gone through what you have and found someone for them who loves them for who they truly are, I believe there is always someone waiting, your soulmate!