A Pathetic Letter

[Guest sunnybaby]

It all happened too quickly. You were perfect, so utterly perfect in every possible way. I didn’t understand how someone could be so amazing and I jumped at the chance to even know your name. From our conversations I instantly knew you were everything I’ve been searching for, and I longed to know your intricate mind more than anyone had before. You called me princess, baby, and your special little girl; my heart would feel as if it was on fire, my cheeks blushed super red, and honestly I never thought someone could make me feel that way. I fell in love with the sound of your voice, even the noises you would make. From every ‘mmmm’ to every sigh to the simple sound of your breathing…I was hooked. Then you asked if we could try and see if things worked out, my heart began to sing as you chuckled at how embarrassed I was. You told me I could call that ‘magical word’ and asked if I knew what you meant. I nodded, unable to even speak, and you said I could take it slow and wait until I felt safe. But little did you know that I had never felt safer before. Being anywhere in your presence, yet an entire ocean away, I had never felt more protected. Every word you said, every sound you’d make took every last breath away and I could find the strength to say it. Then I did. My heart skipped a beat at the very word that came out of my mouth, and I buried my head as far into my pillow as I could. I couldn’t believe we had just met and I was already falling this hard. I’ve always been a sucker for romance regardless of how hurt I could get. I was serious when I said I’d give you my all and that it made no sense to me to not just dive right in. Now it’s been a week, and for the past few days we haven’t talked. It hurts to go from constant talks to literally none at all. I said I’d be here for you. I said that I’d open up a vein and give you everything I could if you’d just let me. I dove in, and now I’m drowning. I knew that if I jumped you’d either catch me or I’d fall. Yet here I am remaining loyally yours without even a simple text. All I want is to hear your voice. Please…tell if I’m annoying, tell me if I need too much, tell me if you no longer want me, tell me if you just need space, tell me if you’re hurting, tell me if your phone broke, just tell me so I’m not sitting here waiting, worrying, and longing for you. I miss you daddy...just please come back.

[Guest Stinkin'ol'Fred]

Omg. I love this. Feeling the same way actually

[Guest Lucio]

this hit me right in the damn feels...

i really really hope whoever this is comes back.. hang in there..

[LittleBabyKitty]

I'm going through something similar with my fiance.  He disappeared for four days without a word.  One second everything was normal, then nothing for four whole days.  I texted and called, texted and called, called his mom, etc...When he FINALLY spoke to me, he said he had ALOT of family issues and other craziness going on, and he just "ran away" on impulse, and that he was extremely stressed out with the issues he's going through.  He asked me for a few more days to recharge, and I said yes on the condition that when he comes back, HE will decide if he wants this relationship with me, and that I will NOT tolerate a passive or "ghosted" goodbye, and he said okay.

 

My point is, something might be going on that is beyond everything else right now.  It's extremely unfair for our significant others to just abandon us, and a simple text or call would save everyone alot of grief, but people aren't perfect.  I would say, give him a few more days, maybe he'll see this and come to his senses.

 

Just tell him what your expectations are and spell out what you will and will not tolerate.  Don't take crap from anyone in the long run.

 

We're all here for you.

 

::hugs::

Edited September 6, 2017 by LittleBabyKitty

[AliciaCrunk]

Literally cried while reading this 0_0

[Guest sunnybaby]

I'm going through something similar with my fiance.  He disappeared for four days without a word.  One second everything was normal, then nothing for four whole days.  I texted and called, texted and called, called his mom, etc...When he FINALLY spoke to me, he said he had ALOT of family issues and other craziness going on, and he just "ran away" on impulse, and that he was extremely stressed out with the issues he's going through.  He asked me for a few more days to recharge, and I said yes on the condition that when he comes back, HE will decide if he wants this relationship with me, and that I will NOT tolerate a passive or "ghosted" goodbye, and he said okay.

 

My point is, something might be going on that is beyond everything else right now.  It's extremely unfair for our significant others to just abandon us, and a simple text or call would save everyone alot of grief, but people aren't perfect.  I would say, give him a few more days, maybe he'll see this and come to his senses.

 

Just tell him what your expectations are and spell out what you will and will not tolerate.  Don't take crap from anyone in the long run.

 

We're all here for you.

 

::hugs::

Thank you. I'm so sorry about your situation. I'm here for you as well. ❤

[Guest Mischievous-Kitten]

Poor thing I'm so sorry ❤ I'm going through the same thing with this last daddy After I flew out to see him then he started acting different I'm so upset and I really put my heart into it too. I understand what you're going through❤ If you need to talk I'm here for you❤Hang in there buttercup, you're stronger than you think❤

[Guest SUeB]

I hate to say this, but those are way too intense emotions for an interaction lasting on lying a few days. You need to accept you have most likely been ghosted. Guys and girls will say all sorts of nonsense to mess with vulnerable and usually young people, usually girls. He will no doubt already be doing the exact same thing to someone else. Sorry, but you really have to develop a thicker skin. Hey, I've been young and naive, I get it, but with a post like this, I see much hurt possibly coming your way. Luckily you didn't invest more than a few days into this generic player. Of course it's sad that you fell for the all too common act, but please, learn from this, or it will probably keep happening. These people know exactly what to say.

[Guest sunnybaby]

I hate to say this, but those are way too intense emotions for an interaction lasting on lying a few days. You need to accept you have most likely been ghosted. Guys and girls will say all sorts of nonsense to mess with vulnerable and usually young people, usually girls. He will no doubt already be doing the exact same thing to someone else. Sorry, but you really have to develop a thicker skin. Hey, I've been young and naive, I get it, but with a post like this, I see much hurt possibly coming your way. Luckily you didn't invest more than a few days into this generic player. Of course it's sad that you fell for the all too common act, but please, learn from this, or it will probably keep happening. These people know exactly what to say.

Nah man you're completely right. That's why I called it a pathetic letter. Because I'm pathetic as heck and need to just not.

[Guest Lucio]

Nah man you're completely right. That's why I called it a pathetic letter. Because I'm pathetic as heck and need to just not.

its not pathetic. as you read my little post, youre not the only one prone to pretty intense feelings for someone you just met.. its not pathetic <3

[Guest SUeB]

No it's not pathetic, but thankfully you see it for what it most likely was. We all do silly things. No reason to feel bad about it, as long as you try see it as a valuable lesson in growth.

[Guest sunnybaby]

its not pathetic. as you read my little post, youre not the only one prone to pretty intense feelings for someone you just met.. its not pathetic <3

To be completely honest though, I dont think he's ghosting me. He was going through something before he left, and I have a feeling something bad happened. He was very verbal about how much he hates ghosting. I'm just worried about him.

[DavCentral]

wow. i feel for you :/

[Guest SUeB]

Well of course that's obviously a possibility, but you are most likely to never get an answer.

[TampaDaddy]

@Charebear, hello from a fellow Floridian.  I sent you a friend request.  I could always use a new friend. If you could use one too, please accept.  If you need someone to talk (email, chat) with about things, please feel free to let me know.

 

 

 

Stay safe!

[iLuvKittens14]

I'm going through this exact situation in reverse. like, even down to the small details including being an ocean away. I'm the d/cg and my kitten did to me what you had done to you, out of nowhere. literally the only difference between my experience and yours is I'm the one being ignored. I just want to talk to her and hear her voice and make her laugh  :/