Does anyone else dislike being little?

[Guest infinitecases]

When I'm not feeling little, I am almost always extremely unhappy, stressed or really feeling nothing at all but contempt. When I first discovered ddlg, I was adamant I didn't want to be a Little, partly because of misunderstanding and partly because a large part of me didn't want to be like that just due to what I was going through at the time. 

 

Now that I'm comfortable with my little space, I know that it is the only time I can be happy and not worry. The only problem is I've found it very hard to feel little recently for a multitude of reasons, one being the fact I am always busy and quite stressed out and the other being that 'big me' dislikes the idea of how I act when I'm little.

 

When I have felt little, I have tried very hard to make it happen..and although it makes me feel happy for that short time, the after effect is just a large crash back down into being unhappy which makes me restless and/or causes me to cry incessantly... 

 

I can't stop associating feeling little with the feeling of that drop in happiness... almost like the feeling of the end of a sugar rush. The more I try to avoid things that make me feel little, the more I want it... but the more I want it, the more I dislike it for the above reasons... It's an endless cycle of pain! I'm not sure if this is normal or not or if other people have felt like this too? 

[Antoinette]

I don't dislike being little I dislike the vulnerability of it. I'm a strong girl, being in a vulnerable state makes me uncomfortable which is part of the reason I've disassociated with my little side. I think what you're feeling isn't abnormal but it's definitely something you should try to work on. Making yourself happy in general will mean that your little space just becomes an extra happiness rather than the only happiness. 

[tayiie]

Some days i can dislike being a little. Mainly because i feel that need to have someone take care of me. And not having that just puts me in a shitty mood.

 

I can also dislike it because when im in LS and super happy I get so hyper I think its scares those ive been together with. I get super clingy. Jump around. Cabt sit still. And i cant help it and it just makes me hate being a little, I cant snap out of it when it happens.

 

But, both things mwntioned can be worked on, the second thing is a lot harder because I really cant control it. But with training maybe one day I can manage it. However I wish I didnt have to....

 

 

Anyhow, sometimes I feel being little sucks.

[Harley_Quinn]

Sometimes I hate it. Just for no reason. It's like a love hate thing lol

[Guest ☽ ᴍᴏɴᴏᴄᴇʀᴏs ☾]

I hate it sometimes, mainly because when I feel little, sometimes I am extremely vulnerable and things affect me more than I want. And I don't like that, because I don't have someone to take care of me, so really in those moments I just feel desperate and alone.

 

But it does not happen all the time, other times I'm completely happy to enter my middle space, and do the silly things I do when I'm at it.

[SkunkPrincess]

The only reason why I would hate being little, is if I saw a video of myself acting little. I think I would be cringed out. 

[Guest LeftyGuitar]

I don't hate being a little. Though it can be hard for me to get into little space.

[Daddys-Dashie]

I don't hate being little myself but I do hate how difficult it can be to enter and leave little space . Not easy with the big schedule

[LittleKitten13]

I do dislike being little, because even when I'm not in little space, I still have a lot of little tendencies, and I act weird, and I don't seem like my big age at all, and it stresses me out, because I have no idea how to be a "grown up", and...I don't know...but yeah, I don't like being little.