Checking out and giving up

[Guest ScarletBlue]

Super depressed right now. I don't think I want anything real anymore. I doubt that I could handle anything real anyway. It would be nice to have a guy to text and flirt with all day. To talk about troubles and make jokes.

I did that with a guy on Kik. Bit we keep it anonymous but then it got real and we ended it.

Yes I would like to finally have boyfriend and maybe even a daddy. But I know as I am now. I don't need one. It would be bad.

Not even sure why I'm writing this out. But whatever I've mentally checked out of everything.

 

Bye for now.

[Zenmackie]

I know I'm a complete stranger to you, but I'm sorry you're going through such a bad patch right now.  And I know this probably won't help much, but the only certain thing in life is change, so try to be patient with yourself and with your life and see if you can find things to do that make you feel better and cheer you up.  Things will get better eventually, I promise.  

 

"If you're going through hell, keep going." -- Winston Churchill