A little Bunny Lost in confusion and Faith and acceptance

[Guest BunnyButt]

Hi, Some may have seen me around I am Bunny or BunnyButt

 

I was once a very committed Christian, my faith was my life I was a very shy church girl.... I preached I was in the church band and volunteered all my free time to the church in many different groups from and events.

 

But as I became more confident in myself I realised I didn't fit the perfect picture they painted. I was a little be more Gothic but wanted frilly cute things.....

Thus they shunned me out of the Church.....

 

Since then I hid myself behind pretend smiles and laughs till I broke down.... Till I met My Daddy

When I was at Church I felt I had a place I belonged.... That I had this community that cared for and it got ripped away....

 

I wanted to go back to church to see if I could mend that connection... but I am scared they wont accept me for who I am never mind my life style as a little....

 

my work already have made fun of little to my face and I nearly cried, they made me feel disgusting and ashamed of myself for a very long time. I guess I am just rambling and needing advice.

 

how do others manage being a little a care giver in day to day life because I feel like I am struggling trying to balance so many things at once

 

Any advice is welcome or life experiences.

 

Bunny butt

 

(PS art work is not mine hehehe but it sure is CUTE!!1)

[Magi]

I think the best think I can offer is if the church doesn't accept you, maybe you should find a more accepting church. I am not saying don't go there, but there are many different types and sometimes it's hard to be what others want. I don't think you should be yourself find your niche and be proud. I am by no means Christian but I think that if they can't accept you they don't deserve your great help.

[Mikaitaku]

looking into non denominational churches in your area, those are the ones that tend to distance themselves form the unnecessary confessionalism and/or creedalism of larger more structured churches.The only two churches that I have ever enjoyed going to are ones that tried to focus on what the original intention of the church where supposed to be, welcoming and like a home. If the people are taking the time to greet and get to know you than you know you have found a good place.

[Guest DaddysForeverPrincess]

I would definitely look for another Church... a "Church tour" is how I came across mine. It's a great way to look around and find exactly where God wants to plant you!

 

Prayer is your most powerful weapon at this time (and any time).. ask God to guide you where he wants you.. all for his glory

 

Please add me if you'd like to chat and/or pray! It will all work out in his timing

[Guest Appacheian]

Both my little and I have decided it's best we keep our dynamic to ourselves. Vanillas won't understand and why should they, it can leave you open to criticism or ridicule. We live in two worlds I guess. The vanilla one for work and family etc, and then our own when we are away from it all. It's a very difficult relationship to try to explain to someone who has no grasp of anything that sounds bdsm or kink. So we decided not to try.