Little messed up..

[DesiBunny]

My Daddy and I only get to see each other on weekends, which is okay. This week has been really bad between PMS and the range of mental health issues I suffer from, on top of jobs and getting bad news. My daddy was sick all weekend, so I didn't get to see him.

 

Yesterday was our only time to hang out and before he got to me he lost his wallet. I felt responsible because I kept calling him, but in lieu of all the other stress I had a nervous breakdown and screamed and lashed out at him..

 

I know he was already in a bad position but in the moment I couldn't control it. My brain isn't wired to stop my attacks... and now I don't know what's going to happen. He told me he needed the night, I just want to make it better. I apologized multiple times but.. I just need advice on how to make this better.

[Guest QueenJellybean]

Honestly, the best thing you can do is exactly what you already did. Apologize. I think that it might be a good idea to talk things through, and if you're seeing a professional, talk through the lashing out with them too. Sometimes, when we're in a bad place mentally we attack the people we love first because we trust that they won't leave if we lash out at them. It's an unfortunate fact of human nature, and while it doesn't make it okay, it does make sense.

 

I heavily suggest talking to a professional, especially if these types of things happen a lot, and giving him the space and time he needs to process. Hopefully, you both can sit down and talk about strategies on how to handle this type of situation if it happens again in the future once you both have a clear head. Good luck!

[DesiBunny]

Thank you... I'm waiting for him to text me back.

[Indi Baby]

Also, just give him a little space to breathe for however long he needs. I struggle with mental health issues as well, and sometimes I get upset at my daddy or I put in less effort to get myself out of an emotional rut and it gets very exhausting for him. So give him some time, especially since several things have been bringing him down. He loves you, so he'll accept your apologies, but do go for some help just so you can talk and find some alternatives for whenever you feel like you're going to explode. Best of luck hun!

[DesiBunny]

Update: our relationship ended.

[Indi Baby]

I'm so sorry, you can message me if you need to talk about it