Nervous and unsure

[Foxie]

Hi so I'm in a long distance relashinship was a amazing daddy. I'm his first little and he love it! He his one of the kindest guys I've ever been with and he has a amazing dom side to him that is so sexy. **** we have been together for quite some time a we both never could be happier about this. I was suposto go see him in the new year but with many problems I may not be able to afford to do so anymore, we live in 2 different country's. He takes care of me and we both learn along the way. I know it upset him that we might be able to get together now in the new year, but it gives me a small amount of relief. I wanna see him badly but I'm not only his first little If I do go see him if we end up doing naughty things I'll be his first time. It upsets me I couldn't let him be my first Cuz of things but now I see a life with this man, he makes me happier then I can belive.

I'm just scared it will change things if we do it. If he sees me when I go down and maybe he dosent like that I'm a chubby little. Or that I'm 6' not that it should bug him he's like 6'5". I'm just nervous all around. I was hoping maybe there was someone who could give me ideas on how to relax or if it's just silly nerves. Or maybe that I cannot see him like we planned to when we planned to it will upset him much more to where he dosent wanna be with me Cuz I couldn't see him.

Is it wrong to be so scared and nervous.

[IchigoHime]

It's absolutely normal to be nervous. I have been with Daddy for almost 3 years now and it's a LDR. We met for the first time this October and holy bejeebus was I nervous! I was having a lot of thoughts about whether he would change his mind about me once we met and other things. As far as fearing that sex would change things,  we decided that we definitely would not have sex with each other when he came out. We decided that we'd wait until we're together more permanently. 

 

To help ease my nervousness I would write and doodle about how excited I was to finally see him! I just tried to focus on that! If he is truly meant to be your Daddy, he will love you no matter what. 

 

Hope you two finally get to meet! So exciting! 

[Guest LittleLexiKitty]

Its normal to be nervous meeting anyone in a LDR. I mean a daddy defiantly can be nervous to meet cause of the special relationship you and him share

I would just try and think of all the good times you guys are going to have and think of all the cuddles and everything to try and help calm you.

For me when i met my old daddy for the first time ever (after two years) i made him stuffs to give him when i saw him.

[Foxie]

I'm excited about getting to be with him! I'm only gunna go down to visit but I'm so excited. He has me write in a diary every night about my feelings and stuff and I am to give it to him when we meet and it helps loads!