Shifting from Big to babygirl...

[DarlinStarrz]

So, things are changing in a big way... and I'm both happy and terrified.

 

For a little background, I'm happily married, in a lesbian relationship, and a mom to twin boys. My Wife and I have been together for 18 years, most of that with me as her Big and Owner, with a few little tendencies myself. I have always been a switch, and so has she. We had a big talk last night, that continued into today, and she told me that she wants to be my CG now, to give me a chance to grow, to not HAVE to be in charge all the time anymore, and so that she can help with me my almost crippling anxiety/panic and self esteem issues. I also have had some pretty traumatic incidents from my childhood recently come to light, and she feels strong enough now that she wants to be Big for me, to help me deal with them. She is thrilled with the idea, wanting nothing more than to just take care of me. She even bought me a stuffie tonight, and ADORABLE sock monkey, just because. I started crying and hugging it. lol

 

I am REALLY happy about this change, but also quietly terrified. I have kept my little side at such a distance for so long that I'm kind of scared to let her out again, if that makes any sense.

 

I guess I just need some reassurance, or some pointers on relaxing and letting go again.

 

 

[AtaraxiaPrincess]

Being little is my way of coping with things, so this paired with her being your CG may serve tremendously as help for you. If you haven't yet, I would recommend talking with her about any concerns, fears, and uncertainties you have. She should hopefully be able to help you sort through them. I really hope this goes well for you!