The perials of being owned

[Guest DaddysPumpkin]

I am pretty new here, though I've lurked for a while, a bit too shy to jump right in. My Daddy and I have been parted recently, due to no fault of our own. We don't know if we will ever be together again now. The thing of it is, Daddy always told me he owned me and I loved it! It made me giddy and my heart just melted and I took it to heart. Now that this whole mess has come up (its an immigration thing) I can't get those words out of my head. Even though he told me it was okay and that I could move on, I can't. I have become so depressed I began hurting myself again and think a lot about ending it. I'm not eve sure why I am sharing this, just can't keep it in anymore I guess.

 

Thanks

[Daddy's_Babygirl]

I understand why you are hurting, but causing yourself harm, and potentially ending your life, are truly not the answer. Your Daddy may well find out, and while it isn't healthy to continue loving and wanting him forever, I don't feel as if you want to cause him harm either.

 

I was in a relationship that was long distance once. It ended, much like you, to no fault of our own. That man has since killed himself, months after we had to stop talking. To this day, I partially blame his death on me.

 

I wish you the best of luck getting over this... and I am here if you need to talk.

[Toxikk]

I'm not very good at giving advice, but i guess i'll give it a try...

 

Try to treat yourself good, as someone who's been cutting for years, i tell you it won't help, maybe you feel better for a moment, but worse afterwards (but you probably know that yourself)

 

Talk to some friends, write poems or draw, some calming music also often helped me, or just grab a bucket of ice cream and watch a movie you really like.

Also it's never a bad idea to consult a psychiatrist. When i had suicidal thoughts i took the meds i got for my anxiety attacks and just laid on my bed for a few minutes to calm my head down, cuz in the end, it's just not worth ending it for a shitty feeling that won't last forever(even tho it feels like it)

 

i hope it helped you a little, stay strong, i know you are  *lots of virtual hugs*

[Guest blah911]

So sorry, please don't do these things your thinking of you are amazing and this sadness will come to pass!

[baby butterfly]

It will be okay sweetie! Just take care of yourself and don't harm yourself please. I have had experience with that and it just isn't the way to go. Your Daddy would never want you to hurt yourself, much less end your life. Comfort yourself when you're sad with coloring books and ice cream. I'm here for you if you need to talk.