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[Guest Wolfsbabylove]

... Edited August 30, 2016 by Wolfsbabylove

[Petal]

Sounds a lot like depression... which is a really awful way to feel.  Especially when it affects little stuff (or middle stuff in your case!)

 

My advice is two things:

1.) Cut yourself some slack.  It's okay to feel this way and everyone loves you anyway.  Not everything has to be happy all the time.

2.) When you find that you can get excited and feel okay, use those moments for all they are worth.

 

I have this problem a lot.  There are days or weeks where feeling little feels like a joke and I just hate myself.  But I make sure to give myself some slack and work with my moods and it helps a lot.

 

I'm sorry if this wasn't more useful.  Good luck!!  Things will get better!

[Guest Prat]

Might sound strange but try doing a detox, clearing your body off any stored junk will help you clear your mind and spirit of the same junk. Detoxing has helped many people I know with troubled minds.

Edited August 24, 2016 by Praetorian

[annemarie]

the easiest way to hate yourself and push everyone away is by not accepting the compliments and happiness people give you. what you have to realize is that you are deserving of these things, even if you don't feel like, but, unfortunately, only you can convince yourself that that's true. and it's hard (i'm still working on it myself), but i believe in you and believe you can do it. explain to your daddy how you feel. i'm sure he'll have ways of helping too.

[Guest Zephy]

I would advise talking about it to someone close to you, in your case your partner. The way you have worded some things in a negative way sounds you're feeling really down and depressed. I don't think for example your Daddy "forced" you to pick something - he may have noticed you haven't been feeling too good lately and wanted to make you happy and put a smile on your face.

 

Please just talk with your Daddy about what is going on with you. What is the reason behind the things that used to make you happy but isn't anymore. You know yourself the best and you're currently on the path where you're pushing people away while you keep all these negative emotions bottled up inside you. You're only going to keep hurting yourself if you remain on this path so please again communicate with the person you love.