Not sure if this is the right place to write this

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I know you all will think bad things about me after reading this, but thats okay.

So yeah my family have been leavin me out. It started 6 years ago. I felt/ still feel not cared about. I think honestly that's the reason I have such an inner child.. Its hard too when youre more childlike than your other friends. My parents havent payed much attention to me. It has happened for ages like 6 years. 6 years of anorexia, depression etc.. Ever since i became an aunt no one in the family ever asks how i am, ever. Whenever i need support no one cared enough to talk to me. Dont remember being genuinely happy, im sure i have ptsd due to it. Probably not tho. I tried talking to them about this, but they really dont care. What do i do? I feel so lost. No one ever asks about me, even the times where i was doing things i shouldn't, like bingeing and starving and stuff. I feel so lost, and theres nothing I can honestly do... They simply don't listen when intalk to them. is there anything else I can do?

Please don't bully me too.

Thanks 4 reading :3

[Spooky]

I highly suggest professional help. None of us are really qualified to help you and give you what you need. I am sorry about your family, sometimes family can be rough.
Once again, please see someone professionally. 

I truly don't believe any other advice can help, you need and deserve long term, professional help.