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You have to answer yourself whether you feel it is enough or not. I am doing graduation in Bible. If you would like, we can be friends to discuss further.

There is a time and place for everything... abd apparently I needed to read your message tonight. God does know my heart. Thank you for your kind words of encouragement.

I'm so sorry I missed your message! I believe it was God's timing. Had I read this when you wrote it, I would not have heard it, but tonight, I do. I've been alone this week for some medical testing and I am fighting with God. My life has been non-stop noise, stress, trauma and pain for so long, that I had forgotten who I am, who I belong to. I am a daughter of The Most High God and if He lets me sit in His lap and call him "Abba" (Daddy) then one day, perhaps He will give me a husband who can love me for who I am and lead me into being the best version of myself. ❤️ Thank you for reaching out! Poppy💕

@shadowriderThank you! I'm hoping it will be fun for everyone! @lillizzie24I never was given the opportunity to go, but did help a few times with it in later years. I'm really excited too!

You can definitely do that and we have a few members that can probably help with ideas and structures. I'm not sure how much help I can be or offer but if there is something I can do I will. Right now I'm lucky if I get to log in once a day and it usually isn't for that long.

this would be awesome!!! I loved VBS growing up!

@shadowrider I wanted to see it it is possible to hold a week long vocation Bible School for little's, Middles and even their CG, Daddy's or Mommy's. It would however be geared towards little's and Middle's. I'm asking now so that i may come up with a theme, activities and so on. I'm going to ask my Daddy to help and would like to ask for your help also, if possible. I know you are busy. If you approve, then i will come up with Dates, theme ideas and other info that needs to be given. This will also be a non-denominational activity. So anyone can participate. My walk with Christ is ever changing and growing. I hope to help bring His unconditional love and His Hope and His forgiveness that he offers to anyone that seeks it. Thank you for your time. I know you have little extra to share.

UPDATE: So, it's been a minute since I last updated here. So I thought i better. First, again, thank you all for your prayers! I really appreciate them. Update: I go to the Dr on the 10th of March. It's an annual physical, but we'll be addressing some of my medical concerns. The place on my foot is still there, but not like it was. I'm hoping that means it's something i don't need to be worried about any longer. Although continual prayer is requested if I might ask. Other medical issues have reared their ugly head. So, I lay them once again at Jesus's feet and pray for his healing power. He is my strength and my foundation. Always. Thank you again, for your continual Support and prayers. They mean alot to me!

I just joined DDlg Forum a week or so ago and so have just now read your post. Although you posted this some time ago, I thought replying may still be "timely," or at least I hope so. First, Jesus himself stated explicitly that if someone looks at another person with lust in their heart they are already guilty of adultery whether or not they've engaged in any physical contact with them. He went on to say that if someone is angry with their brother they are already guilty of murder in their heart. It seems pretty clear to me that He is looking at what's in a persons heart a lot more than whether or not they follow every rule to the T. Second, in your first marriage you would certainly have been guilty of child endangerment if you knew what you did and failed to take the steps you did to protect the children. Applying the point in my first note to this one I think He most likely doesn't have any problem with your decision to divorce him nor with your subsequent decision to marry someone else, even in light of His very explicit statement that divorce is unacceptable. Third, the instances you described in your current marriage certainly sound like the embodiment of His point that He is looking at what's in your heart in determining if He is pleased or not by it. We're all going to have our time to account to Him for everything we do, and clearly that includes everything we've thought as well as our physical and public actions, and none of us is going to come away from that without some negative results. Fortunately, given that He knows exactly what He created us to be, and every aspect of all of our actions and thoughts, what we were capable of at the time with what we understood at the time, He'll certainly be able to make His views of what we did, said and thought fair and reasonable. Finally, I couldn't agree with you more that there is someone out there for you and that His timing is indeed perfect.

Absolutely! Really glad you are able to hold on to your faith during this troubling and scary time. Take rest and take care. I am sure there will be more prayers coming your way from those around you.

@Dakota138 Thank you for your prayers! My sister at the moment is doing well and I've not found out anything about my foot yet. I go in on the 13th of this month to find out for sure what it is. It has changed, but still there. I'm hoping with the change, that's a good thing. Daddy says it might be healing or could be going inward since it's kinda purple around it now. I wish they'd get it figured out soon. I'll be sure to let y'all know what we find out. I keep praying it's nothing serious. I know thru Christ all things are possible,so i gotta keep my faith strong. 😊

Hey, Juju. I just wanted to check on the situation and hope all is well. Prayers for you and your sister.

Praying for you and your family.

Thank you each and everyone of you! From the very bottom of my heart. 💖

Given your family history, This must be very scary. Remember that the Lord is the great physician and that faith in him can provide peace beyond understanding. Of course, we'll be praying.

Sending prayers of course

@Juju made Jehovah Rapha (The Lord Who Heals) place His mighty healing hands on you and heal whatever is not aligned according to His word. Letting His healing follow from His hands unto you and your family. You and your family are in my prayers Juju 💟

🙏I’m so sorry you are going thru some really hard stuff, friend. 💜 praying for you both

Hi, it's been a minute since I've been here. If I may, i would like to request prayer for my sister and myself, please. Around the first part of the Year or early summer? My sister found out she had Melanoma annnnnd Basil cell cancers. Thru the grace of God and many people praying, she's at this moment, cancer free. With having to see the Dr. every Year for about 5 years. After we received the news about her, our oldest sister passed away unexpectedly. She had clots on her lungs, they thought she was in the all clear, was sent home and within a few days, she passed away, we think and hope, in her sleep. I'm still dealing with the grief and emotional struggle with that. Yesterday,i noticed I had a spot on my foot, that just wasn't healing. I've had it for about a month now, but yesterday noticed it didn't look right. So i sent a picture to my sister to we what she thought. (it's where a couple of her skin cancer was, on her foot also), and wouldn't you know it?! She says it looks like cancer, and to get into the Dr's as soon as possible. I'm not able to get in until the 7th of January. So if y'all don't mind to say a lil prayer for us, it would be so very greatly appreciated! From the bottom of my heart. Thank you!💖

I was watching YouTube and this beautiful message came on my page, it made me pause because it's so true. I wanted to share this with all of you.

Just thought I would share something positive I saw on Come Dine With Me (a cooking competition show, UK version, free on Youtube). There was one Christian woman who said a prayer before dinner on her competition night. The next night, another guest said that he wasn't particularly religious, but it was touching, and then he too said a prayer before dinner on his competition night 🤩 This got me thinking, it might be nice to share some positive stories of witnessing or sharing beliefs that we come across! It melts my heart to think on these things!

My Daddy and I are very active Christians in our church and community in fact my husband is the youth pastor at our church. We have been married 15 years, we are deep into this dynamic and both of us have had previous marriages. I left mine at the age 21 with 2 small babies... He was abusive and into child porn (I turned him in and he was in prison and everything).... My husband's ex wife left when he was stationed in Korea for another women, he had no say... God gives 2 reasons for divorce, unequally yoked, and infidelity...I have to believe and refuse to believe otherwise that I have always been a Christian and my ex was not... We were unequally yoked and I tried counseling and therapy to make him stop hurting me, doing drugs, and other things (including cheating) but he refused... Once I found child porn on his computer it was my children's safety and I had to leave...I say all that to say you can get married again! I encourage it... Finding a Godly husband who loves me and accepts all of me is like nothing I've ever experienced before... Submitting to your husband is the biggest blessing I have ever had We started off in a dominant submissive dynamic because it made sense with things that the Bible said and we were already pretty much doing it.... But we actually laid out a contract and everything and when he collared me The vowels we wrote to each other and our ceremony were 10 times more deep and personal than when we got married. My Daddy loves my little self and encourages my too be a little as I need to be with him always... He reads my Bible stories whole I curl up with him, he stays up late with me with I'm feeling insecure to hold me and speak God's affirmation and love over me. He had stopped his work day and left half day to help me when I feel overwhelmed at home. (I homeschool our 2 kids and have our grandson who is 2 often)... God has blessed our marriage so much! There is someone for you out there and God's timing is perfect!

Hiya! This was almost a year ago now at this point. But thanks so much for the sentiment. I am happy to say I am pretty much back to normal-ish. I still have some bad pain days, but honestly I’m grateful to be alive. 🥹

When something like this happens, I find holding my Jerusalem Rosary Beads from jerusalemfaith.com helps me focus my prayers. Just quietly moving from bead to bead makes the prayer feel steady, almost like a shield. I used them during a hard time for someone close to me, and it brought a sense of peace.

Some days hit harder than others. Sometimes just taking a break, lighting up a bong for smoking, and sitting quietly for a bit helps me breathe easier and feel a little lighter. Even small moments like that can make the heaviness a bit more bearable.